Complete Newbie here >_<...*hopeless very much*

[Sapphire]

Jan 30, 2010 22:42:54 GMT -4 Shiki Akasha said:

*Jawdrop*
I thought i needed 207 POSTS O.O...
what did i do to deserve this??!!!!!?!
>_<..
i was expecting to get it in 4 months..now im dizzy >_<
>_< >_<..

and why was i a writer? o.o
WTF OUT OF WORDS...!?!?!!!!?!!!
guess that means why im powerless huh..its alright..at least i didnt know i was a demon or lucifer ..thats a relief..
still..Sapphire-sama shouldve saved it untill my 207th post o.o...
Im gonna collapse and having a mind break
not because of who i am
but because..WTF DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS O.O..

and ROFL..Big Potato O.O..
but ok i wont kill myself-those thoughts disapeared last few years ago anyway -


and wait..even the CREATOR wants to suicide? O.O...
wtf..
LMAO
anyway thx for the Advice Dragon,Medicine Buddha,Sapphire-sama..
and thx for the welcome too Astral Knight..




still...What in the Holy name of F***?!?!!!!?!?

btw someone help me on this one...
yesterday some relatives were talking about 2012 end of the World..since im not a god...but even so i still would want to help..because i kinda think that i owe this world..
the thoughts "Sacrifice urself for the WOrld" entered my mind..
that even complexes even more O.O..
anyway.Thx Sapphire-sama..but i kinda expected it after a few months >_<


*Collapses thx to a reason idk.....maybe unbelieving that THE HIGHEST OF THE HIGHEST ARE KIND TO ME???!!?!?!!



edit:actually...if i go by Medicine Buddha's stages..
im kinda stuck at 2..
i mean..yeah i know..i know that psychic,Astral,you guys are gods,and other magic things are real.-guess that means i finished stage 1 ze?-

but i dont know what to correct >_<...
ow well..
*doenst know HOW to even meditate...WTF??!*

last edit before nap:Found out that the other "me' also suicided..i guess ill take all of ur advice Not to o.o..

I don't usually read people's past life this fast, but your vibe as Hemingway is so strong, it hits me right away. I don't even have to read it, it just comes to me.

What do you think about Hemingway?

[Sapphire]

Do me a favor, don't tell all your classmates about this forum, or they might bombard this place.

Then we can not keep this as private as we can. You can see only those who need to find us there, will be here.

If they are desperate like you, they will find us here, or they don't need to be here. ;D

[Shiki Akasha]

Dont worry..ill only give clues so that they bombard another forum which if filled with fakes ^^ ..
and
first time i heard about him..
but i kinda support his "Suicide if impossible recovery" trait..
maybe because..ITS UR CHOICE ze?
no Religion is gonna force you to not do it..
besides we all reincarnate ze?

[kentucker4]

Sweet, Hemmingway. We studied a lot of his stuff when in school.


Are you Phillipno? I have always wanted to go to the Phillipines. Everything is dirt cheap there I here and beautiful.

[Adzi]

Jan 30, 2010 22:16:09 GMT -4 Sapphire said:

Jan 30, 2010 11:36:12 GMT -4 Adzi said:

Yes - Don't kill ur self man

stick around here ..

i'll tell u a secret ...

if i saved a penny everytime i wanted to jump of a bridge i'd be a millionare now - ..

I should save a penny for you, then I would be a millionaire too.

i thought ur already a millionaire ( in dusguise )

no problem if u want to - unfortunately i think the first half a million times finished

[Shiki Akasha]

Rofl Kentucker....sucks taht i dont know about him though hahhhaahha reading now ..
and yeah im half..
but you could consider me as a japanese wannabe though
1 of the few things that are good in this place are the Faith Healers..
and yeah...its cheap...even the salary
$1000 a month=College graduate in a good school..and thats for LUCKY PEOPLE >_<..
sure the things like Coke in a can are $0.5..but considering the salary..Not Good..
and yeah...ALOT-including me- wants to leave this forsaken country to rot...the pres. here corrupts more money then Bush investing on the Iraq War >_<..
and its beautifull..if you have money -_-..
there are Hundreds of Frats/gangs..
really...insanely annoying grrr..


Rofl Adzigogovg....we all know how Sapphire-sama is ze?
hahahahahaahha..


edit:Gonna nap..
im really sleepy..even if its my birthday i dont give a sh** ...
edit:got $4 now..since i doubt they'd return it,ill just get it in time after 8 more days >_<

[kentucker4]

I'll just save up a few thousand so I can see the beautiful spots. It's either there or Thailand.

[Shiki Akasha]

I didnt know someone else posted after me
Rofl Kentucker..
Thailand is safer..
better go there

[shipmonite]

Jan 31, 2010 19:12:09 GMT -4 kentucker4 said:

Sweet, Hemmingway. We studied a lot of his stuff when in school.


Are you Phillipno? I have always wanted to go to the Phillipines. Everything is dirt cheap there I here and beautiful.

philippines is really nice, and yes cost of living is very cheap, im from there =)

[Shiki Akasha]

Mar 23, 2010 16:53:44 GMT -4 shipmonite said:

Jan 31, 2010 19:12:09 GMT -4 kentucker4 said:

Sweet, Hemmingway. We studied a lot of his stuff when in school.


Are you Phillipno? I have always wanted to go to the Phillipines. Everything is dirt cheap there I here and beautiful.

philippines is really nice, and yes cost of living is very cheap, im from there =)

WUT..i thought me(apart from my classmate) was the only one from ph O.O LOL?