Post by king arthur on Dec 25, 2006 20:49:15 GMT -4
mark930 said:
Just decided to post all my past dream posts, sorry so long November 15
last night while trying to ap it was hard to me to stay concentrated because people kept walking around the house even though it was late. but after a while I saw this woman walking back and forth probably about 3 or 4 feet from my bed, but the interesting thing was that she was completely made out of white light. She had no facial features that I could tell. later i did have the feeling that my consciences was starting to move away from my body, but was pulled back in, then out again, and back in ....... After this i imagined myself getting out of bed hoping that this would spark the connection, but unsuccessful. I also noticed that for a while i was sleep paralyzed.
This is all i remember...
Questions i still have to ask myself.
1. Who was this light woman?
2. Was she my astral double?
3. How can i silents the background noise?
4. Why am i still having trouble aping i know i have no fears of it.
November 16
Just finished meditating today for 26 minutes.
about halfway through my meditation i started noticing that there was a mostly green light surrounding my body mostly my hands and legs since i was sitting down. then i noticed that the light started looking more like waves, and it was moving towards me and surrounding my body. before it started looking like waves surrounding my body i was thinking that it was my aura because i believe that mine is green. I also noticed that while in theses types of trances whenever i start to notices something new my eyes seem to start fluttering and is hard to keep them closed. Today was also the first time i tried BWG, this seemed to help me get into this state much faster.
November 18
While attempting to AP last night i was really close. After a while not sure how long, I'm going to say an hour. I noticed that i was scratching my face. I then realized that this can not be possible because i was lying completely still. I was then back in my body. This happened once more and same thing. After this i decided to quit and go to bed. I know know that I am getting very close to aping so my goal is to have a successful ap within the next month.
November 21
Last night while trying to ap nothing interesting happened until about a half hour later. I then started wishing that i was in my kitchen to see if i had left my body. For about a tenth of a second i felt that i was in my kitchen, but it did not feel like i was out of my body. I think that i just mind projected to the kitchen.
November 22
Tried to ap last night, got no results. Once thing i did notice is that sometime when i try to ap an hour or so after i start I tend to start getting really hot. Not sure why this is since its fall and should be chili out.
Also I know that my heart was not beating any faster then normal thats another reason why its odd.
theses past few days i have been have dreams about things around the house i did not know we had. like a few days ago i had a dream about a new bottle of ketchup, the next morning i saw that we had a new never opened bottle of ketchup. then last night i had a dream about a box of plan cheerios, this morning i went to have some cereal, and sure enough there was a box of cheerios, but it was the honey nut ones so not exactly as i dreamed. i think that i am having RV in my kitchen. Also most nights that i have been practicing AP i have often thought about my kitchen because it's the middle of the house. Also this past year or year and a half i have been having dreams that have come somewhat true, well at least the main point of the dream came true, but i will get into that later. I think most of these have been RVs. I have one questing can you RV the future. If so then i think all of them were RVs.
November 24
Tried to ap no success, but at one point it felt like i was being pushed or pulled up. I'm guessing that this is the floating feeling.
November 25
Tried to ap again last night, got the same results as last night with the floating feeling. I also tried after a while to imagine myself getting out of bed and standing up, then i noticed that my physical body felt like it was trying to get up. (I know this was not my astral body trying to get up) Then i started to notice this face, and i noticed that the face looked like your average looking "Death" black hooded cloak with a skeleton body. This was very scary, but i then reminded myself that nothing can hurt me while in a trance. My fear then went away and so did he after a while. Death looked a lot like this...
November 27
Tried to ap still no luck but i did notice a strange buzzing sound in my left ear, then another strange sound in my right ear cant really describe the sound. The strange thing was that both times the sounds were only in one ear.
forgot to say that the whole time doing it i kept having theses random twitches and i kept having to caught and clear my throat. This kept me from focusing.
tried to ap, ended up falling asleep. but just before i woke up i had a dream about wishing i could ap, and still no luck
November 29
Meditated for about a half hour nothing interesting happened during it. Once i stopped meditating i remembered an amazing dream that i had.
Just remembered that i also had a dream that i had some amazing TK skills, it felt very real too. I was outside of my work just moving stuff with my mind, and also kind of showing off to people. It was at night I also change the the weather well not really the weather, but i changed it from night to day for about half a second just to prove that i am a "goddess". Maybe this was an ap, but it was not realistic, well maybe it was but it i don't have any TK skills that i know about, and i don't think I can change night to day for a second then back to day. I remembered that i changed it to day for only half a second because i told my boss "I can only change it for a second because it will mess up the world." or something like that. after i changed it he was amazed but still did not believe I was a goddess. mostly because i am a male, and was unsure why i would be on earth. The coolest thing about this dream what that it felt sooooo real, thats why im thinking it was an ap?
December 1
woke up today and remembered a dream i had. All that i remembered was seeing toukee's cat, in a different position then in his picture. don't remember if his cat was alive or if it was just another picture of his cat. I'm not sure if this was a dream or an ap.
December 2
had a strange dream. that i was talking to my mother (deceased) but it was strange because she was put back on earth, like she was rebuilt, she looked the same but badly beaten up from surgery to replace all her organs. although she looked bad she seemed to be very happy. I talked to here for awhile and she told me she was good. She said she was happy to be back. Then i asked, so how was the afterlife? i got no response, but i could tell she was happy.
I now think she was trying to say that she was happier before she was "rebuilt".
what i got out of this dream was to not try and bring someone back after they have passes.
not sure if this was an ap or a dream, im thinking it could have been a mix where i talked to her in ap then had a dream similar and just combined the two.
December 4
Had a dream that i was working, then this hot girl came in. She then started giving me hits that she wanted me to ask her out. So i went up to her and asked her out, she said yes then i hugged her. i then asked for her number and got it. she then asked so do you want my name too? i laughed and said yeah. (This part was very funny ) But right after i got her number i started to become lucid and the dream ended. But it was cool i got her number, too bad i only remember the first 4 numbers or i would try and call. but it would probably not end up being them after all!
December 8
Well theses past few nights i have not been able to remember any of my dreams. It is getting annoying because when i wake up i know that i had a dream but i cant remember any of it. well last night had the same problem, but i did remember 1 thing about it. The only thing that i remembered was looking at my face, not sure if i was looking at myself sleeping or looking into a mirror. I want to say that my eyes were open but i don't remember well enough. Well i was hoping that writing this down would help me remember but no luck.
Edit: Also had a dream that my phone broke. Not sure if this had any meaning or not.
December 9
had a 3 dreams
don't remember the first one but i know i had one, because i be came lucid and woke up.
had one dream that i was getting a bunch of random tattoos the i became lucid and woke up.
next i had the same kind of dream about tattoos but i got a strange Egyptian headdress type tattoo on my head. Once again i became lucid and woke up
I have been noticing every time that i become lucid in a dream i keep waking up, but good thing is that im becoming aware that im dreaming more.
December 12
Had another dream about my mom last night. We talked for awhile, but sadly I can't remember anything that we talked about. I did remember that she looked a lot better then she did the first time i saw here. (posted above). I know sapphire said to try and heal her the next time i saw her. I have no idea whether or not i healed her because I hardly remember any of the dream. But it was nice to see that she looked much better.
Well i decided to post this.
About a week or 2 ago i had a dream about a beautiful girl that is in one of my classes. So anyways, I met up with her late at night in town. We ended up going to the bar, having a few drinks, talking and having a great time. We then left and were drunkenly walking in town holding hand. I then kissed her. I then asked her something like want to go to my place? or it was something like that.(was hoping to get some action)She just smiled gave me a quick kiss and said something like no, have a great night. then she left.
December 15
the only thing that i remember from my dream was that, I ran into a kid i work with in town. he said hey and i said hey back. c
December 19
well i woke up today, then i dozed back off to sleep, a few minutes later i was dreaming. I was dreaming that me and another person i know were at my work, but the place looked completely different. There were new floors being put down and it looked nothing like my work. Anyways, since there was new floor being put down we decided to start running and sliding on the floor with our feet, only we still had our shoes on. you know how you can run on wooden floors and slid across on them if you have socks on. it was like that with shoes on. not sure if i was out of my body or not because as soon as i became lucid i knew i was in my body, I could feel myself laying down.
December 20
Just remembered a dream i had last night. I remembered that i was all alone and i was lighting and putting out candles with my mind. what i did was i had my thumb and index finger slightly apart, i pinched them together with an upward motion to light the candle. and to put out the candle i don't remember exactly but i think i did the same movement but in reverse. I think that i was sitting at a table doing this, and my had had to be about a foot away from the candle when i was doing this. I did this at least 4 or 5 time that i remember.
I will post a detail reply to this one, tommorrow.
All my family is in town, now.