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Post by kentucker4 on Jan 14, 2009 19:29:48 GMT -4
I have been smoking pot lately in response to a job that I despise worse than anything, so my dream memory has been down big time...just wake up and remember these long elaborate dream/APs only to quickly forget them. I decided two days ago to stop smoking the ganja, though, and try and do the best job possible and deal with things head on. To anyone who wants to judge me for smoking, I personally really really enjoy it, and believe there are far worse things I could do. But, it IS bad when I rely on it to feel settled IMO. But I enjoy the tranquility felt after smoking. Not sure if I'll ever smoke it again...probably so.
Anyways, my dream memory has already gone back to its usual self now that I stopped. Lat night, I dreamed/APed about flying to Japan for a few days with my brother and some Asian girl I have never met. I remember being really worried at first because of a previous dream/AP regarding a plan flight that I also posted on here. But as the plane took off and reached its normal altitude, the tensions ceased and next thing I knew, I was in Japan. I was in Fukoka and couldn't remember the name of it after returning.
I was surprised my brother wasn't in awe or culture shock of being in a foreign country for the first time. We hung out with one of the strange girl's friends who was also Asian. She was also attrctive but had disgusting habits such as picking her nose and wiping on a nearby wall in the room that we werte staying in. Uggghhh...I felt naseous watching it.
After hanging out in her apartment for a short while and talking about random stuff and how I was excited to be back overseas, even if for a short while, we decided to head out. I was once again surprised by my brother's lack of interest in the sheer difference from the states. We walked around a little at night time with the bright signage and lights with Japanese written characters on all of them.
I don't remember how, but I ended up driving a car around, and was stopped by two white police officers which really took me by surprise.
After hearing them talk, I determined they were British because of their accents. They had on typical the typical dark police man outfits. We had some beer cans in the back of the car and I was worried. But they said they just stopped us for no reason....weird...but then again so is the entire dream/AP. We flew back a few days later and the flights each time seemed really short. There were a lot more details to this, but I forgot quite a bit as the day progressed. Should have wrote this sooner. Was a busy day.
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Post by kentucker4 on Jul 19, 2009 8:40:13 GMT -4
Dreamed that I was in Florida somewhere on the coast. I was with a friend on a sandy beach with skyscrapers behind us. The water was crsytal clear and we could see all kinds of wildlife and a coral reef under it. We waded out and saw all kinds of colorful fish, bright blue, red, orange and green. Saw these translucent orange fish that would go through my legs and I could feel them like they were jelly or something. They would just phase through my body. Were beautifule. Almost ghostly looking. It was all so preety, like candy for the eyes. Everything was extra bright. Had some other dreams, can't remmber them right now.
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Post by kentucker4 on Jul 21, 2009 15:36:52 GMT -4
Had a sex dream last night involving two decent looking women. Was pretty nice. Later had a dream where this morbidly obese black lady was trying to get me to perform oral sex on her. Every time I close my eyes I see her flashing me......DISGUSTING.
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Post by kentucker4 on Jul 28, 2009 12:09:49 GMT -4
Had a dream about being in a large school near it's gymnasium. Can't remember so well why and what all was going. Met this beautiful woman who had elf-like features in the face, faint skin, with long brown hair and two small bumps on the edge of her shoulder blades. As I looked closer, the bumps appeared to be an illusion covering small little wings which were tan or brown colored and flapping slowly. I looked into her eyes and kissed her and felt like I had known her before....a very strong connection and felt really happy and excited..also from the look of her eyes, it's like either she was in love with me from a prior experience or fell in love with me. Can't remember the details of our dialogue. Should have written all of this down as soon as I woke up. When I woke up after meting this strange woman, i felt really depressed that it was only a dream and now back to the physical world.
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Post by kentucker4 on Sept 16, 2009 21:02:34 GMT -4
About two days ago, I woke up in the morning and tried to go back to sleep and ended up rolling out of my body as it fell asleep. This is where it gets weird. I began spiraling down a green tunnel really really fast head first and became very afraid of never returning to my body but kept going. It was green with a weird pattern....like a matrix or something but went straight down. After few minutes of plunging down the tunnel, I entered a green room with the same matrix pattern and bounced up onto a ceiling and became tangled up in a web...almost a spider web and felt like I was dying. I immediately got loose from the ceiling...it wrapped around me as to engulf me...and I returned to my body and woke up. This was very disturbing as I felt I was doomed temporarily. Was this some form of hell and why did this happen? Makes me scared to intentionally go out.
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Post by kentucker4 on Oct 28, 2009 15:59:38 GMT -4
I have been having many dreams of flying to different countries...usually Asian lately in commercial airliners. Pretty much every night. Also dreamed about a huge airliner the other night. The sky was dark but lit up by the moon and stars and the top half of this jet was sucked or blown off by something and it crashed in the ocean.
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Post by kentucker4 on Oct 30, 2009 11:37:32 GMT -4
Dreamed/APed about being stationed in this purple colored complex surrounded by a huge stone maze. The purple complex was shaped like a pentagon almost and was made by what appeared to be crystals. There was a serial killer in there with us who would chop up random people when released in the maze or shoot them with this laser device.
One of my brothers were also in there with me. We would go out of the complex every so often to go through the maze. We were fighting against these humanoid beings dressed in what appeared to be black stealth or ninja suits. It was pretty scary. My brother had a laser gun with some kind of scope and would snipe them with it, casing them to disintegrate.
I also shot some of them as they were trying to invade our complex. The serial killer guy was really freakin me out, though. We were in there for what seemed like many hours..even slept in there. I kept thinking this guy is going to chop one of us up, I need to go ahead and just kill him. I saw him chop up many people. I never got the nerve to kill him, though. A lot more stuff happened, but can't remember. It was kind of dark in this world and the maze was made out of gray colored stones. The purple complex looked very futuristic.
Also dreamed about getting a Corvette. I drove it around several times, and thought to myself how awesome it was feeling its torque.
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Post by kentucker4 on Feb 19, 2010 15:34:37 GMT -4
Have been having a whole lot of dreams about my ex-wife....she comes back to me and I end up pursuing intimacy at which she consents, but it always feels kind of awkward. We are always sitting on a couch before we become physically intimate. I really don't want to have these dreams...they just come and are very realistic. I think these dreams are signaling something. I have no intentions on going back, however in real life.
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Post by kentucker4 on May 12, 2011 16:26:45 GMT -4
well, i haven't posted in this in a while, but last night, I had a very lucid AP....it started off in a foreign country and a giant toy-like steam engne train came rumbling down a track on a small mountain side....I somehow reckonized this from a previous AP...the AP was based in Thailand....I then instantly became fully lucid and looked at my surroundings....all of a sudden four asian guys dressed in blue shirts confronted me and wanted to fight....my first reaction was fear...I always get a little scared in a fighting situation, especially when I am outnumbered....I told myself, though, this is not real physical life...my human body can't get hurt...so I punched one of them in the face and then hit the other three as quickly as I could before they could hit me...they all fell down, unconscious....my mind then switched to sex....this topic stays on my mind way too much, i know, but I looked at the surroundings with tuk tuk drivers and golden statues and typical stuff you would see in a Thai environment and then all of a sudden a very curvy woman dressed in lingerie...can't remember the color...but she was dark skinned and looked like a gypsy or genie in a bottle so to speak....I became excited and pounced on her...kissing and having sex....as I examined her body....I started thinking too much about how I didn't want that situation to end and wake up....well that's when everything disappeared and awoke in bed dissappointed things ended up early...da*n....i have a serious weakness for women in both the physical and astral.....was a fun projection, though....though I wished I could have exploredmy surroundings better
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Post by kentucker4 on May 31, 2011 19:21:57 GMT -4
Had a strange AP last night, I was in a big meeting in a large room at a dark wooden table with men constructed from paper and and white cardboard pieces. They were wearing hats resembling what the Tinman in the Wizard of Oz were.
They told me that they were creating mermaid people and accused me of a really bad crime....can't remember what it had to do with exactly......but the leader of these strange people clearly wanted to hurt me.
I grabbed him and made a giant pencil and started stabbing him, creating little holes in his cardboard chest and stomach. I finally peeled the outer layer away and found that he had organs that were made out of some kind of jelly-like plastic material. I instantly could feel his life force in there. I penetrated these organs with my big pencil and killed him. I can't remember much else...felt like I was in a weird version of Gulliver's Travels or something. They had detailed plans how to make mermaids and showed me diagrams about it with blue water and such, before I had the confrontation with the leader, that is.
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