ThePositiveMoxie's Dreams and Astral Projections

[thepositivemoxie]

Well here I am starting my Dream and Astral Diary.

Just received the book yesterday and today I had my first either Dream or AP.

It took place in Heroes, the show on NBC. I was a part of the story happening, but to me it wasn't a story yet, very real. I was breaking into this sorta Government-esc Holding Facility for people to be held, but they were all innocent. I was with Peter, anyone who is familiar with the show will know he can absorb peoples powers. Anyways we were climbing up ladders and broke into this one door and I recall seeing Arthur Petrelli on many occasions trying to get around from him. We were killing the guards and making our way through. I found myself next in a lunch area, but everyone was fed cold food. This is where I found out what my power was. That was the power to emanate heat waves through my hands. I started by heating up peoples foods, to help them get a better tasting meal. After this Arthur came in, and I remember losing most of my ability. I believed it to be of nerves though. Anxiety around him led me to the weakening of my abilities. Peter in another place was in trouble, and I could see it through my eyes, even though I wasn't with him. I remember thinking I wanted him to use my powers, to help fend off the enemy. Then I woke up.

[thepositivemoxie]

So I managed another one, the next day! I'm amazed Its happening so fast.

Anyways, I was at my old job Chipotle, trying to actually get my job back. Right now I am low in money, and am looking for a real way to make some more. I realize a lot of it, I need to help others... and way more than myself. Eventually it will come back to me, but selfishness isn't going to help. Even if I don't categorize myself as selfish at all. Asking the universe for things for ME ME ME won't get me anywhere though. I want to spread the love and light to everyone around me.

I was at Chipotle though, and my old boss was there. I was a bit nervous, as he is kind of crazy seeming and always wired, and you never know what he is going to say. I asked him by saying "I know you probably won't be down but I want to know If I could work here like 2-3 days a week". He responded "NO WAY!". Thrown off at his sternness about it, my response was "But I only have ___$ in the bank" (This is what I really have in my account, so I don't want to reveal that). I turn around and see there is some pastry or bakery now in Chipotle. My thoughts are, well what about this? There has to be opening here. I go sit down at a round table, and there are one of my friends I used to smoke a lot with, she is now pregant in real life. I see her how I saw him when I last saw her, before she moved to Mississippi. There is also a old old friend from 4-5 yrs ago who is in college, we were never real close... but she was with all my other friends. We chit chat, nothing I remember of importance. Then I awaken.

Let alone I don't want to work in food again, and I hated it now that I got time away. I'm a musician, and I want to produce and write music for other artists. This is all I want to do.

[thepositivemoxie]

Unfortunately, I was awoken by my brother during this one. He needed something out my room I had borrowed from him.

Anyways this was the first time I was in complete control and understanding of my environment.

I didnt have the complete understanding I could do anything I wanted till later though but this was an interesting one.

I walk behind a house where my car was (My sisters in the physical plane) and I see this young girl, don't remember her exact qualities... but she has brown hair... not a toothpick like most of the girls I go for lol but a young nice looking girl anyways. Brown hair. She is like is this your car? you can drive? (I don't have my license in the physical plane) then I'm like yeah I can, and I start pulling back and turning around and I lose control of the vehicle. I crash in through a neighbors garage by there house and destroy it. She was with me too frightened and is like holy crap you wrecked there house? Now the cops are going to come! and I needed a way to get away from them, and all the sudden my car became a smaller motorcycle. She has one too so she hopped on hers. I tested how to balance on it for awhile and finally got the hang of it and took off with her down the street and up a highway....

Then it's as if everything started over from the start... like in a videogame and I was a bum, but i needed some clothes so I went behind that same persons house in a new scenario. Except this older man came out and offered me this shirt (I had no shirt on). Which was mine in the physical plane. I remember feeling very grateful for this, because I thought he was going to think I was a bad person or a thief for going behind his house... and I realized people might really have a heart after all. After that I took off and went walking and I noticed my physical plane jacket I wear all the time laying in his front yard... something newer I got about 3 months ago. I was like you know what, I don't even need this.

I appeared in front of a bar, and this when I start to understand my control. I asked one of the guys (looked familiar, maybe from highschool I believe.... or chipotle regular customer it could have been as well. But there was a couple so it could have been both) in line if they were real... he snickered and said "No were not!". Then I realized I had complete control over my environment. They told me they were jamming when I asked what they were doing.... I was like "can I join?". They said "You play? Well then yah, come on in man!" so I did, but I had a pair of scissors all the sudden in my hand. I needed somewhere to set them so the drunkards wouldn't hurt anyone with it haha I asked the bar tender if I could set it behind the bar and she was like "Nuhuh! Put it over there!" Confused as to why not behind where no one could get it, then I began to walk over and I gotten awaken back into my physical self at that moment.

I wish I wasnt woken up, I could have written a beautiful astral song and woken up and played it on the guitar so I wouldn't forget and eventually record it. Now I am getting it better so I will be able to do this much easier from now on though.

*Update*
I just realized, if I call myself correctly... I had an astral or dream a long time ago, maybe 2 years ago in my apartment before I moved back in with my parents.... of the same street and city that I was in for most of the first two sections of this AP. Except It was covered in snow and very quiet and mysterious. This time it was warm and summary or springy out and very warming in the end with peoples hearts. As if something awoke this city.

[thepositivemoxie]

and another

Not nearly as cool as the last but I was yet again at chipotle and they wanted to actually give me my job back this time, i told them okay this time around and then explained that I still was unsure and might have to think about it. While I was there I ran into some lady sitting at a desk in some weird room inside. She told me she knew of a Tarot place I could get another job at so I said I would call and they wanted to give it to me. Then I was in conflict with schedules so I had to tell chipotle what was up.

[thepositivemoxie]

Wowzer, im gonna try to recite what I can remember. Very very creepy though!

My exfriend John started working for this pizza place. Everything around us was more dusty and sandy... very dull tan, brown and yellow colors on all the buildings and the ground... except I remember the crates being blue, they they would move things in or sit on outside for a cigarette break... or trash run., and bIt's hard to jot down details, but I remember that he had became a murderer. If anyones ever seen Resident Evil 3, the pit of dead cloned bodies? Well this is what it reminded me up. He began killing all these people and throwing there bodies down into a pit, filled up to about 100's of thousands of bodies.. And there was pool of dieing dead people out back and hidden in the bathroom. I guess I was half and half between being in my own eyes, and remote viewing his actions. I recall his owner having great mid long hair, with a wart in between his cheek and in the crevis of his nostril. I remember seeing it and being so devistated. And right as I believed they were going to find the bodies, as John went out to ask the owner to smoke a cig with him, to explain... he went back... then I went back and all the sudden, the bodies dissappeared. No trace of there existance. He was in shock as well. Now that I write more, I realize.... I don't know how much of it I was even a part of. I almost remote viewed 80-90% of what was going on, except when he needed someone by his side for what he had done.

Anyone have any idea what this could mean? I know in dream dictionaries, they say death signifies a new beginning.... but this is mind altering! As I didn't catch myself soon enough to be able to take control of this and find out for myself.

EDIT: I guess my GF told me it reminded her of a holocaust, how they claimed it never even have happened. Even though he was doing it, and it wasn't him who removed the bodies! Interesting.

[thepositivemoxie]

I had a few over the past couple nights. Some really helped me

1. I was still lieing in my bed and not far from my body, but I saw a friend of mine, who is much older than me but has helped me through a lot... through her wisdom. I guess you can call her wiccan, but she is a little different... although she lost her way do to her husbands abrupt death. Kind person who has done more then she ever had to for me. Just to see me progress, from the shying person in the world to whatever place I am in now. It's a good one

So she was sitting next to me in a chair, bedside... and there were spirits throughout the room. walking around. I don't have much to say about this one, but I do remember a monster or spirit coming out of my tv, as if it were from a movie. Kinda like The Ring.


2. This one helped me a lot. Past couple days, I had become a little wound up... felt a little off. Not sure what I needed to do about my girlfriend in order to let our relationship go from becoming stagnant and me pulling a fast break like I used to. I used to just leave people, because I didn't want to be hurt. So I never got to close.

I was in some either dance club or concert club, it was for the most part pretty empty aside from a couple people. Her friend was sitting in a stool in the middle of the whole place alone. I went over to her and talked to her a bit. Asked her what she thought I should do it... I was thinking of breaking up with her I said. She told me to just be honest, go up and speak to her, and all this other stuff. Everything she told me was correct. I remembered when I woke up, and I told myself I would do exactly as I was told in this state. I did, and thank you so much for that. Feel like it helped heal the situation, and release a lot from my mind. Think it's helping to bring us closer to.

Really cool because I had put my intent on that before I went into Astral Projection, and I got just what I asked for. Real neat, as this is my first time I got an actual answer to a question that I consciously wanted to know about.

[thepositivemoxie]

I was in some parking lot, and there was this musician for you who do or do not know him who goes by the name Jason Mraz. He was hanging outside... and I got a chance to talk with him personally. The main thing I asked him was how do you get so many cd sales now? He replied "IT's all in how many you believe you can sell!". He got in his car and I got in the back seat. It was some blue kinda older looking car with a newer twist to it. In the way back, where there normally are pullout seats in the trunk... there was stacks of packed up meat. Like sausages, beef, and the like. Packaged like he just got them from a grocery store.

All the sudden I appear in a real nice house. Where an older lady was cooking desert for us all. I get told it's done and I go into this room where some young lady is standing and lends me the way through this window over the top of a built in bench on a wall, and it goes into the kitchen. She opens it but I let her through first. As she is bringing a chair through the door.

[thepositivemoxie]

I saw the future! For the first time and I knew it, and it happened. Not directly relating to my own life, but I was able to prove my capabilities to everyone around me.

I've been back to doing my chakra cleansing for 3 days now. I had a dream about The Cleveland Cavaliers winning the game to keep them in the series. By exactly 10 points. I live in Ohio, so it's my rooting team

Anyways, I told everyone I was with before hand about it. Then the clock ticked down, we were up by 8, and boom. 10 Point lead, got the ball back and won the game. Exactly how I saw it, hit for hit.

I never saw and was able to connect to knowing my future like this. I had no douts, and when it happened I was feeling like I was on top of the world. I saw the real future It feels good.