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Post by Sapphire on Jan 19, 2009 20:16:44 GMT -4
Well here I am starting my Dream and Astral Diary. Just received the book yesterday and today I had my first either Dream or AP. It took place in Heroes, the show on NBC. I was a part of the story happening, but to me it wasn't a story yet, very real. I was breaking into this sorta Government-esc Holding Facility for people to be held, but they were all innocent. I was with Peter, anyone who is familiar with the show will know he can absorb peoples powers. Anyways we were climbing up ladders and broke into this one door and I recall seeing Arthur Petrelli on many occasions trying to get around from him. We were killing the guards and making our way through. I found myself next in a lunch area, but everyone was fed cold food. This is where I found out what my power was. That was the power to emanate heat waves through my hands. I started by heating up peoples foods, to help them get a better tasting meal. After this Arthur came in, and I remember losing most of my ability. I believed it to be of nerves though. Anxiety around him led me to the weakening of my abilities. Peter in another place was in trouble, and I could see it through my eyes, even though I wasn't with him. I remember thinking I wanted him to use my powers, to help fend off the enemy. Then I woke up. I am impressed, By far, you could be the fastest member on this forum got the AP right away. I wrote in the past you have talent, but with proper tips from the book, you have achieved AP in very short period of time. It is AP, not a dream. Read the PM I sent you will clear it up for you. ;D This is one type of remote viewing, good job. Question for you: When you heat the food, using your right hand or the left? |
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 19, 2009 20:19:39 GMT -4
Keep your AP story coming, it will be interesting to read. ;D Whatever you remember, right after ap, try to reckon right away, or if you want... turn on the computer, write on this forum right away, so you will not forget. Congrats!  |
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Jan 19, 2009 22:50:25 GMT -4
Hard to sometimes believe I can do it this fast myself, but all thanks for the compliments.
As far as which hand, it is my right. Which is how its worked with telekinesis in the physical as well. Left helps but right is my strongest that I can focus out of. Im a righty too anyways if that means anything towards it.
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Post by Astral Knight on Jan 20, 2009 13:51:00 GMT -4
Hey, welcome to the forum.  I wonder what do you eat during the day, like the typical food 3 meals a day? It might be the reason you can project faster than others? |
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Jan 20, 2009 17:15:41 GMT -4
Thank you!
Usually I eat about 3 times a day or 4 depending on how long I am awake for. sometimes only sleep 5 hours, sometimes 10. However I feel. Usually Cereal for breakfest, whatever dinner, some desert... or another dinner again later haha
I have my own theory of everything and have seen it in motion.
A lot of people believe that your thoughts control only up to a limited amount of things, you can do and attract into your life on this physical plain. I whole heartily believe that your feelings and thoughts control absolutely everything in your life. Even the things you consume are only effective to your mind and body to the extent you allow them to happen. I totally break most of the rules stated to be honest. I just really believe I can do it, and ingrain these things in my subconscious. Without allowing what I consume to bog and play back mind games with my abilities. I feel like the government and media is why we even feel bad, and most of the negative effects are created as a placebo effect. I'm not some super being lol and I have my bad days like anyone else, but I largely blame me giving into my ego, instead of being a part of using my will to consciously observe on a spiritual level.
I can explain more if you want, just PM me... but I didn't want to break any copyright rules here, as if I were to give examples I would break the copyright rule. That's as far as AP goes and all.
Oh and plus in one of my other posted in the beginner forum I posted that I watched something by Eckart Tolle. a DVD, and in it he explains how he can feel his energy even while he is out and about, because of the way he observes his body. You begin to feel the buzzing, and whatever he said got me thinking about that, and I realized if you just close your eyes and think to yourself.... you can't see your hand, but how do you know its there? because you can channel your thinking to observe its energy. This is how I can tend to get my whole body buzzing in about 10 or so minutes, and as long as I am tired enough with my body, and I keep my mind awake... I have tended to astral much faster this way.
Hope some of this helps you!
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 20, 2009 20:30:39 GMT -4
Thank you! Usually I eat about 3 times a day or 4 depending on how long I am awake for. sometimes only sleep 5 hours, sometimes 10. However I feel. Usually Cereal for breakfest, whatever dinner, some desert... or another dinner again later haha I have my own theory of everything and have seen it in motion. A lot of people believe that your thoughts control only up to a limited amount of things, you can do and attract into your life on this physical plain. I whole heartily believe that your feelings and thoughts control absolutely everything in your life. Even the things you consume are only effective to your mind and body to the extent you allow them to happen. I totally break most of the rules stated to be honest. I just really believe I can do it, and ingrain these things in my subconscious. Without allowing what I consume to bog and play back mind games with my abilities. I feel like the government and media is why we even feel bad, and most of the negative effects are created as a placebo effect. I'm not some super being lol and I have my bad days like anyone else, but I largely blame me giving into my ego, instead of being a part of using my will to consciously observe on a spiritual level. I can explain more if you want, just PM me... but I didn't want to break any copyright rules here, as if I were to give examples I would break the copyright rule. That's as far as AP goes and all. Oh and plus in one of my other posted in the beginner forum I posted that I watched something by Eckart Tolle. a DVD, and in it he explains how he can feel his energy even while he is out and about, because of the way he observes his body. You begin to feel the buzzing, and whatever he said got me thinking about that, and I realized if you just close your eyes and think to yourself.... you can't see your hand, but how do you know its there? because you can channel your thinking to observe its energy. This is how I can tend to get my whole body buzzing in about 10 or so minutes, and as long as I am tired enough with my body, and I keep my mind awake... I have tended to astral much faster this way. Hope some of this helps you! Astral will be lots of fun for you. ;D |
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 20, 2009 20:34:12 GMT -4
Hard to sometimes believe I can do it this fast myself, but all thanks for the compliments. As far as which hand, it is my right. Which is how its worked with telekinesis in the physical as well. Left helps but right is my strongest that I can focus out of. Im a righty too anyways if that means anything towards it. Before you answered this question, I was guessing right hand of yours. Because my right hand can do the same, and funny thing is,... my right hand is to kill (weapons are able to appear with my right hand), and my left hand is to give life... my left hand is able to revive souls. |
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 20, 2009 20:59:40 GMT -4
So I managed another one, the next day! I'm amazed Its happening so fast. Anyways, I was at my old job Chipotle, trying to actually get my job back. Right now I am low in money, and am looking for a real way to make some more. I realize a lot of it, I need to help others... and way more than myself. Eventually it will come back to me, but selfishness isn't going to help. Even if I don't categorize myself as selfish at all. Asking the universe for things for ME ME ME won't get me anywhere though. I want to spread the love and light to everyone around me. I was at Chipotle though, and my old boss was there. I was a bit nervous, as he is kind of crazy seeming and always wired, and you never know what he is going to say. I asked him by saying "I know you probably won't be down but I want to know If I could work here like 2-3 days a week". He responded "NO WAY!". Thrown off at his sternness about it, my response was "But I only have ___$ in the bank" (This is what I really have in my account, so I don't want to reveal that). I turn around and see there is some pastry or bakery now in Chipotle. My thoughts are, well what about this? There has to be opening here. I go sit down at a round table, and there are one of my friends I used to smoke a lot with, she is now pregant in real life. I see her how I saw him when I last saw her, before she moved to Mississippi. There is also a old old friend from 4-5 yrs ago who is in college, we were never real close... but she was with all my other friends. We chit chat, nothing I remember of importance. Then I awaken. Let alone I don't want to work in food again, and I hated it now that I got time away. I'm a musician, and I want to produce and write music for other artists. This is all I want to do. I think there is one thing you can try... try to meditate (sit down and being very clam, sit in lotus position) and pray and to invite positive money flowing toward your direction, like your hands have magnet and draw money to you. Try a few times, over times it will work.  |
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Jan 20, 2009 21:12:30 GMT -4
Yeah, I haven't had any real frightening instances since the first Astral I had over the past 2 months. That is interesting though, eventually I will have to find out what my weapon is and more about that stuff.
I've actually meditated on a fixed sum of money too a few days in a row, I dunno sometimes I get in a rut and stop. When I did that though, I had not promoted my music for weeks and had not many plays or messages sent my way on my music page, and all of the sudden a rapper messages me and wants to collaborate, and wanted me to produce his music. I figured that maybe even if it wasn't for cash it could have led me there. I stopped and lost track at that moment though. A phenomenal drummer messaged me that same exact day, who made the top 7% on MTV placement for his music, who wanted to be working with me. I think he was listed as number 27 of 400 others that made it in... but never got to the finals to actually be on. He wanted to tour in my band.
Also I am wondering, since like supposedly attracts like... then isn't if your asking for so much from the higher being, that he will only be asking of things back from you. Would you really even be gaining financial freedom this way?
I've tried it multiple times, but my persistence is what probably halted it in the first place.
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 21, 2009 23:49:50 GMT -4
When the widow of opportunity opens you grab it.
You are not asking gods to grand you wish, you are creating the wealth which rightfully belongs to you. During prayers, you ask for which is rightfully yours, and which you deserve it. Some people will ask for the wealth of 3 lifetimes so they can enjoy this life, but they will be poor at least 2 lives.
Just invite the wealth energy without asking for the help from higher beings.
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Post by king arthur on Jan 22, 2009 23:46:57 GMT -4
Unfortunately this might happen sometimes.
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Post by king arthur on Jan 27, 2009 20:19:04 GMT -4
Wowzer, im gonna try to recite what I can remember. Very very creepy though! My exfriend John started working for this pizza place. Everything around us was more dusty and sandy... very dull tan, brown and yellow colors on all the buildings and the ground... except I remember the crates being blue, they they would move things in or sit on outside for a cigarette break... or trash run., and bIt's hard to jot down details, but I remember that he had became a murderer. If anyones ever seen Resident Evil 3, the pit of dead cloned bodies? Well this is what it reminded me up. He began killing all these people and throwing there bodies down into a pit, filled up to about 100's of thousands of bodies.. And there was pool of dieing dead people out back and hidden in the bathroom. I guess I was half and half between being in my own eyes, and remote viewing his actions. I recall his owner having great mid long hair, with a wart in between his cheek and in the crevis of his nostril. I remember seeing it and being so devistated. And right as I believed they were going to find the bodies, as John went out to ask the owner to smoke a cig with him, to explain... he went back... then I went back and all the sudden, the bodies dissappeared. No trace of there existance. He was in shock as well. Now that I write more, I realize.... I don't know how much of it I was even a part of. I almost remote viewed 80-90% of what was going on, except when he needed someone by his side for what he had done. Anyone have any idea what this could mean? I know in dream dictionaries, they say death signifies a new beginning.... but this is mind altering! As I didn't catch myself soon enough to be able to take control of this and find out for myself. EDIT: I guess my GF told me it reminded her of a holocaust, how they claimed it never even have happened. Even though he was doing it, and it wasn't him who removed the bodies! Interesting. You definitely had an ap, ... about those bodies... who removed or rescued them? Your answer most likely is the Saint or a god or goddess removed or rescued them. And you do not have to worry about them, those saintly figures will take good care of them. Or even revived them already with my astral hand (they might borrow the hand of the God). |
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Jan 27, 2009 21:15:18 GMT -4
yeah thing is I have no clue, cause it was never seen to me. When he went back there, because all I saw was from right outside his perspective, when he went in, they were just gone. I had no recollection of anyone taking them. I only saw what he saw. Like he was in another room apparently before they disappeared. They were there, came out to smoke with his boss and went in to show him, and they were just gone.
Like it was definitely a little creepy, the thought of it.... but I am definitely positive something greater, and good helped saved these people.
I'm curious though why it was him doing it all. He has anger problems back when I hung out with him. Like he hit me because he felt I betrayed him for not butting in on a fight and following his words. Cause I didn't wanna be apart of the trouble. Maybe that has something to do with it, wither it comes from me... or from his energy.
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 28, 2009 23:28:29 GMT -4
yeah thing is I have no clue, cause it was never seen to me. When he went back there, because all I saw was from right outside his perspective, when he went in, they were just gone. I had no recollection of anyone taking them. I only saw what he saw. Like he was in another room apparently before they disappeared. They were there, came out to smoke with his boss and went in to show him, and they were just gone. Like it was definitely a little creepy, the thought of it.... but I am definitely positive something greater, and good helped saved these people. I'm curious though why it was him doing it all. He has anger problems back when I hung out with him. Like he hit me because he felt I betrayed him for not butting in on a fight and following his words. Cause I didn't wanna be apart of the trouble. Maybe that has something to do with it, wither it comes from me... or from his energy. In astral, those god and goddess have great power, this is why they can remove those bodies in a flash. The person you saw might not be the real John (your ex-friend), it could be just another astral. Just morphed into 'John' looks alike person. The reason this happens, might be because you are new in astral, those astrals in other dimension, they might want to protect you and have everyone over there, morphed into someone you know. Or another reason could be... if you only want to see those astrals who you are familiar with, then the astrals who will appear will most likely the people you know. I am not sure which one is your case. |
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Post by Sapphire on Jan 28, 2009 23:36:07 GMT -4
In other dimensions, lots of stuffs do not make sense if judged by human standards. This is why it is lots of fun to explore in astral. ;D
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We all come from somewhere, just not sure where we came from."....I want to be your friend, and You be mine.