Post by tartanten on May 29, 2007 16:03:48 GMT -4
Hi,
I'm new here and need your advice. I am a adult male who has led and currently leads a good and honest life.
Briefly, I incurred a spinal cord injury at the beach a year ago. Western medicine /doctors can only medicate me with pain and antidepressant meds(reactive depression) which I need to survive. My prognosis is not good and time is of the essence. Oddly, I have felt this pain before in my back in a previous life when a sword was thrust into my back during a battle centuries ago.
I have always had a interest in AP and have completed reading several of Sapphire's books. My two months of daily AP attempts have only once felt the vibrations and rising for a moment. The meds are probably getting in the way here?
Salt baths and improvements in my shield have essentially rules out a negs since I have seen them in my life. Once my LMT put a healing spider on me to heal my back without my knowledge but I told her I saw a large spider wrapping its legs around my back she was stunned. I told her please let me know next time.
My "good"spirit guide wants to help me and I feel his presence as he travels thru my body especially when I read the forums and as I write this. These increased sensations may be a warning sign or the next direction to proceed.
Questions: How do I overcome this med hurdle while attempting to AP? More importantly can my possible near future AP journey find the reason of my suffering and the cure for my earthly body? If not, should I proceed to be ready for the future
Thanks
I'm new here and need your advice. I am a adult male who has led and currently leads a good and honest life.
Briefly, I incurred a spinal cord injury at the beach a year ago. Western medicine /doctors can only medicate me with pain and antidepressant meds(reactive depression) which I need to survive. My prognosis is not good and time is of the essence. Oddly, I have felt this pain before in my back in a previous life when a sword was thrust into my back during a battle centuries ago.
I have always had a interest in AP and have completed reading several of Sapphire's books. My two months of daily AP attempts have only once felt the vibrations and rising for a moment. The meds are probably getting in the way here?
Salt baths and improvements in my shield have essentially rules out a negs since I have seen them in my life. Once my LMT put a healing spider on me to heal my back without my knowledge but I told her I saw a large spider wrapping its legs around my back she was stunned. I told her please let me know next time.
My "good"spirit guide wants to help me and I feel his presence as he travels thru my body especially when I read the forums and as I write this. These increased sensations may be a warning sign or the next direction to proceed.
Questions: How do I overcome this med hurdle while attempting to AP? More importantly can my possible near future AP journey find the reason of my suffering and the cure for my earthly body? If not, should I proceed to be ready for the future
Thanks