Tigerea's dream log / obe/ap log

[tigerea]

aug 26 2007

i was in a taxi, with an asian taxi driver. having a good conversation as i normally do, about nothing in particular, out of nowhere, the taxi driver shuts off his headlights. i ask what he is doing, why he is going so fast. i feel really afraid.

he is doing about 90 mph now, and the location morphs from an ampty road, to a high school i used to go to. theres a lot of kids outside the large stone walls, and police as well, as if they were expecting us. the taxi driver opens both doors. time slows down. and the car crashes into the wall fo the school, i can sense the metal buckling underneath and in front of me, and i feel my body compressing.

--- wake



first installment of my dream diary. will add more as i get more. this is last nights =)

[tigerea]

Three days of failed AP attempts. and none remembered dreams. except for this one last night. -

i dreamed i was in a small white room. no doors, no windows, no way out. i felt it was somehow the most important place i had ever been. calming, serene. but i felt a great wrongness aswell, like, i shouldnt have been there, or something didnt want me there. like i was intruding or something.

but then the walls started closing in, very slowly at first, but increasing in speed at a dramatic pace. i found myself to be sitting down. on sort of a , dentists chair, the walls still closing in. i was strapped in with ropes, or belts. just watching the walls close in, my mouth was gagged, and i was trying to scream for help, from anything, anyone. but nobody came.

just as i was about to be crushed i woke up, breathing heavily and sweating.

[tigerea]

wow, its been practically a whole month since i posted here. well, heres the most interesting tidbit of my recent dreams.

i dreamed i was underwater, im not too sure if i was breathing, but i was in a group of people, and we were scuba diving over some reefs, it was pretty amazing, and the pure sense of freedom was simply blinding. it was like flying, but... wet.

suddenly, the group became aware that we were being led away from all the reefs, i looked to my right side, and saw a void of nothingness. someone behind me said that we should have stayed where the reefs would hide us from view, and we all started swimming upwards for our lives, and towards cover.

in the haste, i basically kicked a chinese man in his face (he was swimming below me)
i looked over to my right again, and saw something white in the distance, flitting about in the water. everyone started panicking, and the chinese man realised he had lost his wife, she was lagging behind the group on the sea bed, struggling with something. the chinese man begged for my help, and we broke off from the group to go and help his wife.

suddenly the white thing swooped down to her, it was the strangest creature i have ever seen, the best way i can describe it is a white fish dragon. (i'll try and draw something cruddy on paint to show what it looked like). it was attacking his wife, i tried swimming to help her but i blacked out, and later found myself floating on the shore of a beach resort, where everybody was staying.

the group was telling the authority of the resort what had happened, and he was blatently trying to cover it up, i was pleading with someone to beleive me, and the chinese womans daughter came forward and said she beleived me, but the authority was hotly denying the existance of such a thing. i conjoured some sort of an etch-a-sketch(lol) and began trying to draw the thing i had seen, to show everyone just what was down there.

and then i woke up =)

[tigerea]

this one had to be an AP, im sure of it !
it happened a while ago, so the detail may be a little hazy, apologies for that

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im in front of a dark hole, with a little light at the end. the openeing looks rocky, like a cave, so obviously i think, its a tunnel. but, a tunnell to where, i have no idea. i got a feeling that i was not allowed to go through there, as i still have a life to lead on earth ( i feel like going in that tunnell would have killed me, or permenantly separated my astral from my physical body, leaving my physical body in a coma) .

i phased to another part of the cavern, this time there were other astrals in the cavern with me, my vision was a little hazy, but their bodys didnt seem to be entirely corporeal, (in fact, i cant remember properly seeing them, maybe i was more sensing their presence, which translated to sight in the physical senses)

they were moving around, and experimenting and playing with energy. like magic, i watched for a little time but eventually i grew bored of the show, they werent that great. (i get the feeling they were students, learning how to control the flow of energy)

so, as i was bored with their mediocre demonstration, i was itching to try it for myself. i started jumping aroud the small room, spinning and twirling as i went, feeling a lot of energy building up, it was like dancing. raising energy and then directing it however i pleased it was amazing ! (i get the feeling these other astrals were impressed, as they stopped to watch me)

then i started to lose my sight and i couldnt keep hold of the projection anymore. and woke up

[tigerea]

i did it again !

in astral i seem to be experimenting a lot with energy.

in this particular AP i was charging a rod (or a staff) with my own energy, like, i was giving it some power, or preparing it to use for something. it had a purple aura around it. its like i was enchanting it ! and i swear there were other astrals viewing me while i was doing it. either marking my progress, or watching and learning. its like i was either teaching, showing off, or displaying what i could do to someone interested in my development.

wondering why i am experimenting with energy so much. in previous APs remember using telekinesis a few times, and also shielding myself from ... something, an attack maybe ? a couple of times.

any road, id like to ask some other members to try this in astral. take a mundane object, or whatever you feel most comfortable using, and try and charge it with your own energy. and get back to me with your findings in a PM !

[tigerea]

i seem to ba walking in a field, or a plantation of some sort, with huge plants all in rows. the leaves are lush green, and shaped like canoes, or spoons, facing upwards (like a bowl collecting rain) and there are literally thousands of them. the weather is cold, and the temperature drops even further, it is literally freezing, a storm starts and it is snowing lightly. i look inside the leaves, and inside are babies. small human foetus's, developing in them, in a little bubble of placenta, some of them are moving and twitching.

i notice some of them are starting to turn blue, freezing to death and dying!. so i grab more leaves and give them little blankets, try my best to keep them warm, keep them alive. my emotions at this time were so strong, i was so afraid they would die, there were hundreds of them! i remember feeling tears running down my face as i rush about, and try to help them all. i dont think i did though.

then the projection ended

i had a similar one about a week ago aswell.

i must have managed to save one, but it wasnt growing, i had it kept in a cupboard, in a really large jar, and i remember trying to feed it and sustain it, hoping it would survive.

the projection is really fragmented though, there seems to be a time jump or something, into the future. the baby had grown, into a cute baby girl (she was chinese i remember) and seemed happy.


thats all for now, id love some opinions from our members =-)

[tigerea]

heres my most recent one !

im in a big city, with my sister. the buildings are all tall and made of a dark stone, making it a bit hard to see the sky, me and my sister are walking, and we come to a huge plaza, with three large square fountains on platforms. i walk up to the fountain and start moving the water, making it dance! i pulled it up, higher then the buildings and was basically showing off to the big crowd.

my sister was trying to do the same as me, but couldnt, she wasnt quite good enough, and parts of her water kept falling off in huge drops and hitting people in the crowd ! so i told her if she saw that happening, to separate the water molecules into mist before they hit the ground, to stop anyone being hurt (seems very logical for an AP !)

after we finish there (the plaza is now soaking wet, like after a massive rainstorm !) my sister wants to leave the city or something, but i needed some food first, so i left my sister looking for a cab while i went to the store to buy some food

while im looking at what food to buy, someone turns to look at me and starts starting, and laughing at me. so i ask him what his problem was and he gave me the most sickening look ever.

he said to me ''you'd better ring an ambulance''

so i looked at him shocke,d and asked ''what are you planning on doing to me? didnt you see my power in the square? you cant hurt me ''

he said ''youd better call an ambulance, and fast.''

i knew then he wasnt talking about me, he was talking about my sister ! so i grabbed him and started racing out of the store, running down the street trying to find some sign of my sister, all the time screaming at him ''what have you done '' ''do you have no emotions, no soul?'' etc. he looked a little scared seeing me this angry.

i tihnk then he apologised to me (i had him up against the wall) and ran off down a side street, i thought no more of it, and turned the corner, and saw my sister stepping into a cab.
the man who ran away was running towards my sister, with a sick look in his face, and her leg was still out of the car (i get the feeling him touching her would have been very bad)

so i started running fast towards him, he outstretched his hand to touch her, so i leaped up to try and kick his hand away with my left foot, and missed. so i turned in mid air and kicked him in the face with my other foot and knocked him to the ground.

my sister smiled at me and closed the door.

(-im not 100% sure it was my real sister, but the astral looked so much like my sister -)

[tigerea]

I was with my dad, we were riding our moterbikes out to a little bar in the country, where a couple of his friends were. something happened while i was parked up, and someone skidded into the road blockade (it was like, army cars ) and them basically crushed my bike. (i was devestated !)

so me and my dad went in the bar and got drunk
we needed to go home for something, so, because i had been drinking, my dad asked a friend of his to ride home and get something for us. and he icked my bike that was badly damaged, i tried telling him, and he refused to wear a helmet. basically he crashed / fell ovv several times. at the end of it, the bike was in two halves (like someone had chopped it down the middle !)

gutted = /

i told him he was paying for it though !

[tigerea]

i also dreamed i was at a party with a friend of mine (im a strange house, but apparantly i lived there)

Someone was flirting with me, and from what i remember, they were HOT ! so i was flirting back and getting more drunk, then i kind of forgot about them for some reason...
and i started making 'booty calls' on my phone trying to get some more hotties down

eventually i remembered the guy and was like ''oooh sorry, im drunk i forgot''

then i partied a bit more,
then i was partied out.

so i went into my bedroom (which had like 3 king size beds pulled next to eachother) the hottie was in my bit of the bed, and two of my female friends were on the other beds, i was like ''oiooook, so your all staying with me tonight then?'' a little annoyed, because i wanted some privacy lol

soooo, just as we started to kiss i realised id been partying all night, and i probably have AWFUL breath, so i went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, then noticed my poor cat was trying to sleep on the corner of the bathtub,. then fel into all the bubbles, so i ran some water for her and rinsed the bubbles off. just as i was carrying my cat into my room for her to sleep there i noticed everyone had gone so i was upset at that

then a big lorry deleivered a dumpster to m door, and it was parts of my bike that i broke in my first dream, weird crossovers, lol.
then one of my girlfriends who was in bed told me how angry everyone was at me for getting in the bath instead of making out with the hottie. so i explained and she said i was an idiot

then for some reason i was at school again 0_o (might have been college) and the hottie was there, and several of my teachers were hot too, and we seemed to reconcile things, yay hotness !

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thats the single most self indulgent dream ive ever had no omens, no mixed feeling in there, just hotties and partying and moterbikes

[tigerea]

Sept 2, 2008 17:39:08 GMT -4 Sapphire said:

firespirit and tigerea, do me a favor. Post a double post under your AP/Log.

Those are very cool AP experiences, should keep them under your guys' AP log, so you will not forget these expereinces.

Sept 2, 2008 12:39:00 GMT -4 tigerea said:

i managed something aswell !

i AP'd right into the middle of some sort of invasion or battle. a group of people were fighting to protect some statues (each had a sort of totem animal on top of them) and it looked like they were losing, badly.

so i joined in the fight ! i made two weapons appear that looked a bit like this
images2.wikia.nocookie.net/wowwiki/images/thumb/3/38/NightElfCrest.jpg/200px-NightElfCrest.jpg

(the glaive to the forefront)

and started killing, a lot

im not sure if we won or not, but i definately evened the odds ! the person at the tower next to me thanked me for coming before the AP ended, which seemed a bit strange

[tigerea]

okay, quick update of this, they will be brief, as my memory is not too great.

1) experience of sleep paralysis, my astral fell out of my body, but i was injured (due to energy attack in SP?) could only crawl, then ''blacked out'', successfully exited sleep paralysis by creating a purifying white light, allowing it to flood my room, and setting up a perimiter circle around bed.

2) very lucid dream - ever read the book ''the entity'' ? yeah ... i think i was raped in astral. full physical feelings. not nice.

3) dreamed i was in the body of a woman, that was a bit strange.

4) dream of armageddon.

i remember, i was in a shopping mall, people were panicking and looting, several were gathered around a radio, which was talking about how the world was ending. i remember taking people from here, through some form of glass labyrinth, where at the other end, was some form of oasis, very pretty, and plant life was verdant.

5) i dreamed of visiting an ancient island. there were stone ruins, and causeways, and jungle. i remember looking at a few wooden relics which were dotted about, i fell from the ledge of a white cliff, into the streams, which were wide and blue, and a giant woman picked me up, and placed me back on the giant stone paved road.

i remember visiting a square here, which had low walls around the outside, and low walls in the middle (the middle of which was a giant hole filled with water, from this point i was hiding behind the low walls, i believe i was being chased / followed.

regards

x

[tigerea]

funny dream last night.

i was at some kind of seminar, and some guy in the front row kept throwing his shurikens around.... after the show he asked me to help him retreive them, and gave me a couple of large throwing knives as a reward.

went out to ''the surface'' as this place was underground, and it was sort of a shanty town on the edge of a massive body of water, very sandy, and there were a lot of birds by the waters edge.

i went to a stall to get something to drink, and somebody said there was no water in the town, i got annoyed and said ''but, look at all the water around !''

someone pointed out to me that the little town was on the edge of a giant salthingyer lake