Post by Macros on Feb 6, 2008 5:05:38 GMT -4
Hi all, this is my first post and I just want to see if someone can tell me why this keeps happening to me. I want to know what these beings are and why they keep harassing me. I will tell of my latests experience because it's the most fresh in my memory.
A few nights ago I had drifted off into sleep I think it had been at least a couple of hours and I woke up, but was unable to move any parts of my body.
There was something very scary lying next to me it looked very dark brown and it was bald and had a pointed ears. It was very demon like in appearance. I started trying to scream, i think i could hear myself moaning but I couldn't scream as loud as I wanted to and I couldn't move my body at all. All I could do was see and hear. The being said to me that he was going to bite my d*%k off and then he laughed at me.
I then started to say the lords pray i.e. Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come....etc (I'm not sure why probably because of my catholic schooling). and the demon backed away off my bed and to wards the end of my room.
It was at this point that I got up out of bed and went to wards it. My partner asked me at this point what I was doing and I asked her if she could see the spirit. She couldn't but I still could (I think she thinks I'm crazy, but she loves me all the same ). I went a bit closer and then it was gone.
What is this being a Demon or a ghost? I'm beginning to believe they can't hurt me but they still scare me.
This is not the first time something like this has happened to me it actually happens quite regularly but it comes and goes in cycles. It tends to happen more regularly when I sleep on my side. Fortunately for me I mostly sleep on my back...
I don't feel that I'm deserving of these visits as I've always lived a good life and treated others with respect. I think that it maybe my own fears manifesting themselves i.e. what you focus on is what you get. As a child possession and evil spirits were a great fear of mine. Probably from watching too many horror films with my older brothers when I was way to young to be watching them.
But the thing is I know I can see these things. I know they are not hallucinations because I can still see these spirits when I'm fully awake. Often if I wake up and try to hit them or strike them and they move away from me.
On a few occasions I have not felt threatened by the spirits and I actually tried communicating with them and asking them what they want. Also on other occasions the apparitions that I see sometimes don't start out being scary but then there features change and I get very afraid.
So why do I keep getting these visits from these unfriendly beings?
What do they get out of scaring me?
Is there anyway I can combat this?
Is this the beginnings of Astral Projection?
Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read my story! I appreciate any ideas that you may share with me.
Kind Regards
Macros
A few nights ago I had drifted off into sleep I think it had been at least a couple of hours and I woke up, but was unable to move any parts of my body.
There was something very scary lying next to me it looked very dark brown and it was bald and had a pointed ears. It was very demon like in appearance. I started trying to scream, i think i could hear myself moaning but I couldn't scream as loud as I wanted to and I couldn't move my body at all. All I could do was see and hear. The being said to me that he was going to bite my d*%k off and then he laughed at me.
I then started to say the lords pray i.e. Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come....etc (I'm not sure why probably because of my catholic schooling). and the demon backed away off my bed and to wards the end of my room.
It was at this point that I got up out of bed and went to wards it. My partner asked me at this point what I was doing and I asked her if she could see the spirit. She couldn't but I still could (I think she thinks I'm crazy, but she loves me all the same ). I went a bit closer and then it was gone.
What is this being a Demon or a ghost? I'm beginning to believe they can't hurt me but they still scare me.
This is not the first time something like this has happened to me it actually happens quite regularly but it comes and goes in cycles. It tends to happen more regularly when I sleep on my side. Fortunately for me I mostly sleep on my back...
I don't feel that I'm deserving of these visits as I've always lived a good life and treated others with respect. I think that it maybe my own fears manifesting themselves i.e. what you focus on is what you get. As a child possession and evil spirits were a great fear of mine. Probably from watching too many horror films with my older brothers when I was way to young to be watching them.
But the thing is I know I can see these things. I know they are not hallucinations because I can still see these spirits when I'm fully awake. Often if I wake up and try to hit them or strike them and they move away from me.
On a few occasions I have not felt threatened by the spirits and I actually tried communicating with them and asking them what they want. Also on other occasions the apparitions that I see sometimes don't start out being scary but then there features change and I get very afraid.
So why do I keep getting these visits from these unfriendly beings?
What do they get out of scaring me?
Is there anyway I can combat this?
Is this the beginnings of Astral Projection?
Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read my story! I appreciate any ideas that you may share with me.
Kind Regards
Macros