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Post by king arthur on Jul 22, 2008 21:30:25 GMT -4
In a recent travel, I remember floating around in a womb as a fetus. I could hear muffled sounds, and I felt the woosh of the amniotic fluid, but little else happened. I remember how peaceful it was, and how I wondered what the outside world would be like when I got out. This ... could be a time travel, instead of astral projection. Did you see like movie showing like in front of you in astral? Or felt like you were actually there?
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Post by firespirit on Jul 23, 2008 0:10:49 GMT -4
Actually, I felt as if I were there - I could feel the amniotic fluid, I could swim at will.
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Post by Sapphire on Jul 23, 2008 17:44:16 GMT -4
(This one was post-op after orthopedic surgery when I was 8, but I remember it clearly. It could've been the anesthesia, but I've had 2 surgeries since then, and nothing like this ever happened during those. This was the only one I had trouble waking up from, so the aliens could've very well been doctors). I remember being very cold, and distinctly feeling the hard steel table underneath me. I felt more groggy in some extreme indescribable sort of way than I ever had and ever probably will feel again. Everything was blurry, and everything seemed to move in slow motion. There were white beings standing around me (I couldn't see their faces, they seemed ghostly in a way, but more like how a typical alien would look than phantom-like), and I tried to cry out to them, but my voice was muffled. Apparently, they heard me and tried to say something back to me but their voices were too tinny and far off. I tried and tried again to call out to them but it didn't work. Then, I tried to sit up and I got as far as my elbows and I even looked down and saw my hands, but I felt an immense pressure, and then one of them ran over and pushed me down while the others were looking on. She then put something over my nose and mouth and then I woke up. Now, I know that w/ general anesthesia, there's a paralyzing agent, so I would've been unable to sit up, and also there was no mention of struggle as far as I know with the initial "putting to sleep phase." I also didn't wake up and drift off again, nor did I wake up during the procedure. In fact, the physicians were quite worried because I had a difficult time waking. Also, some kid in the room next to me said he had a dream about Mars when he was in surgery. Many human were abducted by aliens during astral travel, and it is so real, most human thought they were abducted with their human body. But it actually happened in astral.
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Post by Sapphire on Jul 23, 2008 17:45:41 GMT -4
Actually, I felt as if I were there - I could feel the amniotic fluid, I could swim at will. Wow! On the second thought, you probably projected into some fetus, may not be your own.
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Post by firespirit on Jul 23, 2008 18:36:25 GMT -4
Gee, I'm really at a loss for words on all this... let me gather my thoughts and post when I have a clearer sense of what's going on. All of these were completely random (I still suck at the at will astral projection).
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Post by firespirit on Jul 23, 2008 20:54:23 GMT -4
So with the fetal one.... could it be possible that it then justifies the concept of a parallel universe? Or is it something more like possession of another spirit?
Also, how would I know if I were abducted by aliens or not? I do have a past life regression coming up (my AP skills aren't good enough voluntarily yet to access my Akashic Records). Would I find out then?
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Post by Sapphire on Jul 24, 2008 20:52:58 GMT -4
So with the fetal one.... could it be possible that it then justifies the concept of a parallel universe? Or is it something more like possession of another spirit? Also, how would I know if I were abducted by aliens or not? I do have a past life regression coming up (my AP skills aren't good enough voluntarily yet to access my Akashic Records). Would I find out then? It could be a possession of another spirit. Or what could be even worst... some astral saw your astral in the astral world, and trying to put your astral into a fetus and see if you would reincarnated again. But with your ability and will, you would not stay in as a fetus, so you came back. If you want to know if you were abducted by aliens, you can do time travel. But you may not be fluent enough to do time travel yet. What is the hurry to know if you were abducted?
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Post by firespirit on Jul 24, 2008 21:47:10 GMT -4
I've always been utterly terrified of aliens ~ when I was about 10 yrs old there were a bunch of specials on the news about abductions. The fetus one did seem more time travel-ish though ~ during the dream I didn't feel any maliciousness about it.
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Post by Sapphire on Jul 25, 2008 21:00:28 GMT -4
I've always been utterly terrified of aliens ~ when I was about 10 yrs old there were a bunch of specials on the news about abductions. The fetus one did seem more time travel-ish though ~ during the dream I didn't feel any maliciousness about it. That is it - Time travel.
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Post by king arthur on Jul 26, 2008 21:09:36 GMT -4
On the same token, after the relationship between T and I first started, I had this odd past life AP. It was in the location where T used to live, but instead of the original buildings, there was an old Victorian farmstead. (I'm uncertain if there really was one on the property or not). In this one, I was a young girl, not older than fourteen or fifteen, dressed in typical Victorian attire (the corset was especially constricting). I remember it was dark and cloudy out, and I had run from the house, across the way where the garage now stands, and in its place was an old barn, complete with what appeared to be a root cellar of some sort. I ran into the barn... and all I could feel was fear, like someone was after me. There was this bald man with red hair and a moustache looking for me, but it was his accomplice who I feared most. I felt an immense amount of adrenaline, so much so that it made my body a little shaky and ready to run, my survival instincts on high. Funny thing is, I don't know who that guy was, other than he was sadistic and maybe evil in the Satanic sort of sense, but other than that, all I felt was the fear, without having any clue as to what he looked like. Time travel. Your log is a very good read indeed.
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Post by firespirit on Jul 26, 2008 21:31:01 GMT -4
Gee, thanks! I had an inclination they were otherworldy, but my practical-Western-scientist-skeptic mind kept trying to dismiss it as just a coincidence. Guess not.
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Post by Sapphire on Jul 27, 2008 21:10:33 GMT -4
Grr... why does T keep showing up? (I'm really getting frustrated. I'd like to sleep soundly w/o him invading my APs). In this one, we were on a beach... presumably either in CA or somewhere on the Gulf Coast (though it really didn't look like Gulf Shores... more like FL somewhere). Anyway, for some reason I kept getting confused, and kept going back to the bar to ask the bartender (your typical middle aged male barkeep) something, and he was more or less, like "I can't believe you haven't found it yet." And he'd chuckle or make some comment about the lack of my sense of direction, or how I couldn't find anything for the life of me. So T and I went out digging in the beach sand, occasionally pulling at some wild grass as if digging and looking for something. And we'd walk along the beach, and every time we thought we found something, it turned out to be a pile of cigarette butts. What the heck? This one happened last night and I woke up kind of groggy. It could be very annoying keep seeing the same person appear in astral. If you need help to get rid of this man in astral, let me know.
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Post by firespirit on Jul 27, 2008 21:33:11 GMT -4
He has to be there for a reason, so far he's non-threatening. As long as I've got APs without him, I'm good.
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Post by tigerea on Jul 30, 2008 6:23:19 GMT -4
i really enjoyed reading your diary. thankyou for posting it !
it seems to me after a bit of training, that you should become more adept at consciously projecting, rather than accidentally / naturally. and ofcourse with conscious projection comes a greater deal of control and rememberence.
hell i remember my first real conscious projection, it didnt come through trying, though i had been training all week for it.
i woke up earlier than normal one morening, went back to sleep, and within what fle like seconds i felt my astral being literally riped out of my body, i could feel myself bobbing around near my ceiling.
and the feelings were just amazing, it felt like i was on fire ! (in a good way)
keep goinf for the conscious projection. rather than following and watching, actually being in full control is so much better !
and PLEASE post more !
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Post by king arthur on Jul 31, 2008 19:51:40 GMT -4
You do the same, I like your astral projection stories too, tigerea.
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