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Post by serapis on Apr 14, 2009 8:52:00 GMT -4
wow....
this night I had my second best AP ever, first one after india ...
donno where to start:
I was in an iniciation into a secret order, lots of things happened there, outside there was a snowstorm ....
there where plastic bags which the wind blew around outside of the window ....
suddenly I noticed that I can move them around .... its a lucid dream!
woooaaawww then everything changed, lots of deamon-like beings as well as beings like angels with glowing eyes and a big hallow ....
I was not scared and knew I am in astral .....
at the moment I didnt do anything to get lucid in astral, it just happened
but: my daytime consciousness changes at the moment big time, yesterday after yoga pranayama I felt like a god, hard to describe, I simply knew I come from another sphere than earth ... ...seems to be big kundalini process, crystal clear consciousness ... #
also I can see auras and have clairvoiance without doing anything, feel energies of all the people and can change reality in the way that I simply want something and it happens ....
it changes continously at the moment, from week to week ...
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Post by Sapphire on Apr 14, 2009 18:16:20 GMT -4
wow.... this night I had my second best AP ever, first one after india ... donno where to start: I was in an iniciation into a secret order, lots of things happened there, outside there was a snowstorm .... there where plastic bags which the wind blew around outside of the window .... suddenly I noticed that I can move them around .... its a lucid dream! woooaaawww then everything changed, lots of deamon-like beings as well as beings like angels with glowing eyes and a big hallow .... I was not scared and knew I am in astral ..... at the moment I didnt do anything to get lucid in astral, it just happened but: my daytime consciousness changes at the moment big time, yesterday after yoga pranayama I felt like a god, hard to describe, I simply knew I come from another sphere than earth ... ...seems to be big kundalini process, crystal clear consciousness ... # also I can see auras and have clairvoiance without doing anything, feel energies of all the people and can change reality in the way that I simply want something and it happens .... it changes continously at the moment, from week to week ... Those demons they are lucky they saw you, if it happens to me, I would have killed them all. I am not a violent type, but in astral, I could not help it, just want to kill the evils.
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Post by serapis on Apr 15, 2009 5:37:55 GMT -4
yes I know what you mean, in the AP I had in india I killed them with blue lightnings out of my hands and made them dissapear with a strong shout like the lost word, om or something like that, I found out I can use this sound / vibration and all the deamons dissolve / dissapear ...
this time I was very much lucid and felt strong, but not that strong as in the AP in india .....
hmmmm I was talking to yoga and rosicrucian people in vienna, from now on I ll shut my mouth .... they are yoga teachers / rosicrucians since years and donno about AP, they donno about kundalini, they put on a sour smile and say .... if you believe into that ..... I dont think AP is real ...
I experienced so many APs / OBEs and cant imagine that esp spiritual people dont believe into that, so I talk to much about these things .....
many people have developed some kind of "materialistic spirituality" .... not much different from atheism, just with a view buddistic elements .... they think AP is illusion, just because they didnt experience it ..... SAD!
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Post by mossy on Apr 15, 2009 7:12:44 GMT -4
i always thought AP and spirituality go hand in hand. it is a natural thing after all ;D i know a few people like you say, they say they are spiritual but do not believe in AP. they need to open their mind more. so how is your kundalini going? have you had any spikes or major activity
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Apr 15, 2009 23:59:10 GMT -4
I agree, I am more what they call atheist... as I don't believe in a god out there, but within each of ourselves relies the power. But AP's come from a detachment of our consciousness from our physical body. Our consciousness can only be worked on and expanded with the awareness of it and our spirituality, hah... would only make sense to believe it. Everyone has free will to see what they want though.
That is awesome you are feeling that way. Recently it feels like something is in the air, the energy is changing. I am experiencing a whole new set of extraordinary energies, abilities, and things I didn't even have to try to develop. Weither they are coming from everything else I am working on or not. I think I just realized and know how to see things existing without them really "existing". The everythings illusion mindset.
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Post by serapis on Apr 16, 2009 4:23:40 GMT -4
Hi mossy and thepositivemoxie
Well there is no god as religions think there is .... an old man with a long beard ..... sitting on a cloud watching us .... like a sadist enjoying people suffering from his creation ....
At the end if atheists would be right and we all wrong .... it would be paradise! Just imagine, after death you dissappear, NO existence at all, no carma, no hell, no whatever ....
purest bliss would be NOT to exist? donno ....
kundalini is doing funny things with me at the moment, very often I have extatic feelings / visions, I see some yoga masters coming, showing me a few kriya yoga techniques .....
I guess this is why in the kriya yoga organisations they dont show you the higher kriyas for a long time .... you might get them through astral anyway ...
I also feel that there is smoe "change in the air", just I dont know is it a new beginning or just the end of the last cycle ....
in some way I dont see the negative developments .... yes the climate is changing .... but it always did ..... there is something coming to planet earth, but even that happened already a few times ....
For example, my whole life has changed 180° the last 5 years .... now I am living from yoga and music, doing 24/7 spirituality, I dont have a car any more but an e bike or using public transport, I travel the whole planet, I dont feel at home anywhere anymore ....
If I would still live my old life oeconomic crisis whould have got me, I see lots of people who didnt change ... they have big big problems now ....
seems that countries as well as people who do not change their way of thinking will get into troubles ....
hhmmm at the moment its hard to say what will come, also I am in such a strong process of development and change that all I can do at the moment is watch what happens ....
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Apr 16, 2009 7:31:52 GMT -4
definitely agree with this overall change. Something is definitely going on. I feel things came to me and vice versa at the right moments. My spirituality has never been this high, and with less time needed to achieve these levels.
as far karma and hell. I don't believe that for a moment. to me it is something we were brought up with. to me it only blocks you from having what you truely want. now obviously if you kill someone, steal ect., by law you will be prosecuted and or struckin back with death. I choose to live a more peaceful life though, because it is happier, and more people should feel this good.
Consciousness does have its place though, and something sure happens after you die. some plane of some existance. Which is what all this astral stuff has to do with.
My main point though, is anything in AP is possible in real life. Just believe it, so you subconsciously do to. If that is the case, it will work. No one figured out anything special by disbelieving its existance. This is how I have concluded supernatural stuff can occur. Will, Persistance, and Patients is what makes this happen. And an all seeing vision with you 3rd eye.
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Post by mossy on Apr 17, 2009 0:17:00 GMT -4
From what ive come to understand, my realization of GOD is that god is everything that exists. therefore everyone is a god, or is made up of god energy (akasha, chi, prana or watever). however i think there is an overall intelligence to it all which uses "good" and "evil" conflicts to force evolution of spirit. i dont think im advanced enough to realize the change that is coming but i defenately feel it. i think its got to do with this 2012 thing, maybe aliens or the earth advancing in vibration or something. but then again it is still just 1 of an infinite cycle of cycles i agree with u positivemoxie that anything in astral is possible in pysical life, u just have to develop your skills to get to that level. ive heard of masters that literally walk into the astral with thier pysical bodies. the main thing however that ill always believe is that the universe(god) is perfect and if u ever have suffereing it is just a big learning process to help you grow and evolve spiritually.
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Post by serapis on Apr 17, 2009 4:09:16 GMT -4
yes same here,
I guess terms like karma can work to understand, but at the end its much more complicated, all theories (even the materialistic ones) are made by humans, like flees who want to know what is a dog .....and to whom of the flees this dogs belongs, so they create siences like "doggists".... and lawyers who decide which part of the dog belongs to which flee hehe ....
Also I feel that with conceptions of theosophists, antroposophists, rosicrucians, yoga ashrams e.g. we have to be carefull, very often people live like in prison - following exactly the teachings of organisations which make big money keeping these people having these believe systems ....
I want to write a book about the philosophy of freedom and especially include a chapter about how to deal with organisations and the wy theycreate beieve systems to make you be a brick in the wall .... while you believe you follow a spiritual / religious path ....
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Apr 17, 2009 4:10:07 GMT -4
In reference to mossy
I think you pretty much nailed that one on the dot. I think we got this stuff down in a very similar manner. I think it very well has everything to do with 2012. I go more with the earth vibration theory though.
I actually posted a Theta Anchoring technique, which could help with simply walking into astral. If you decide to take the right steps. Can work with any feeling or vision or anything. I haven't done it for that yet, but I have managed to at least get myself to go into an alpha stuff on command. Theta is what I am working towards though. Then entering the astral phase I guess, which you can link to a vision in your astral projection. As long as you remember it over and over.
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Post by serapis on Apr 18, 2009 16:36:22 GMT -4
very interesting,
sounds like a mantra initiation, the teacher gets you into a certain state of consciousness by changing his own prana / frequency ..... then he gives you the mantra ... you repeat it the next weeks to get continously into this particular state of consciousness ...... when you master the mantra ..... you can get into this consciousness by repeating the mantra only 1 - 3 times ....
also it egypt magic you do finger gestures or little rituals, once your subcosciousness gets used to a ritual it goes with the flow ....
even tantric priests use finger gestures to call god consciousness or certain deities ...
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Post by Sapphire on Apr 18, 2009 22:09:54 GMT -4
When I was a kid, I was skeptical... I was told there is God (creator) by other human, then the very first time, I exited out my human body, seeing my astral body completely transparent and I was 100 % lucid. I believe there is God, because I was seeing my own soul.
Then I started a very long journey in astral searching for the God, but instead... I was told many times and tested by other dimensions of who I really was.
The conclusion is ... Yes, there is God.
Those Atheists, when they do not believe in God, God will not show up in front of them, because God has more important things to do, instead of proving himself to them. Unless, there are emergency and the planet needs to be rescued.
So, when those human do not believe in God, God also choose to leave them alone.
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Post by king arthur on Apr 18, 2009 22:20:58 GMT -4
By the way, the real look of God is not a clumpy old man. God is able to shift shape. The old man look is only let human not to be jealous of God's look, but in fact God is a very handsome young man, even though the age is ....
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Post by kentucker4 on Apr 19, 2009 10:12:31 GMT -4
Hi mossy and thepositivemoxie Well there is no god as religions think there is .... an old man with a long beard ..... sitting on a cloud watching us .... like a sadist enjoying people suffering from his creation .... At the end if atheists would be right and we all wrong .... it would be paradise! Just imagine, after death you dissappear, NO existence at all, no carma, no hell, no whatever .... purest bliss would be NOT to exist? donno .... kundalini is doing funny things with me at the moment, very often I have extatic feelings / visions, I see some yoga masters coming, showing me a few kriya yoga techniques ..... I guess this is why in the kriya yoga organisations they dont show you the higher kriyas for a long time .... you might get them through astral anyway ... I also feel that there is smoe "change in the air", just I dont know is it a new beginning or just the end of the last cycle .... in some way I dont see the negative developments .... yes the climate is changing .... but it always did ..... there is something coming to planet earth, but even that happened already a few times .... For example, my whole life has changed 180° the last 5 years .... now I am living from yoga and music, doing 24/7 spirituality, I dont have a car any more but an e bike or using public transport, I travel the whole planet, I dont feel at home anywhere anymore .... If I would still live my old life oeconomic crisis whould have got me, I see lots of people who didnt change ... they have big big problems now .... seems that countries as well as people who do not change their way of thinking will get into troubles .... hhmmm at the moment its hard to say what will come, also I am in such a strong process of development and change that all I can do at the moment is watch what happens .... I sure hope the atheists aren't right. How could nothing be bliss? No pain, but then again, nothing...gone. To be honest, Atheists really annoy me. IMO they are lacking something inside and that's why they can only believe what they see with their own eyes. So have you had a kundalini awawening before? I hear those are really powerful and you have to be a well balanced person to cope with it. I think I may have had one before brought about by an unatural cause. I dunno. I have always wondered, though, if people who suffer from panic attacks and other mental problems if they had a premature kundalini awakening and their body and mind can't adjust or cope.
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Post by thepositivemoxie on Apr 22, 2009 0:29:06 GMT -4
I sure hope the atheists aren't right. How could nothing be bliss? No pain, but then again, nothing...gone. To be honest, Atheists really annoy me. IMO they are lacking something inside and that's why they can only believe what they see with their own eyes. So have you had a kundalini awawening before? I hear those are really powerful and you have to be a well balanced person to cope with it. I think I may have had one before brought about by an unatural cause. I dunno. I have always wondered, though, if people who suffer from panic attacks and other mental problems if they had a premature kundalini awakening and their body and mind can't adjust or cope. I don't see how anyone could down anyone for their beliefs. I sure don't believe in god. This definitely doesn't keep me from any of those thoughts your talking about. Bliss exists in a godless world, just as much as death, mourning, and depression exist in a god world. Everyone still holds on to beliefs to craft their life. Good or bad. And were all trying to do the same thing, eliminate as much of the bad thoughts as we can, to live a more happy and prosperous life. Where we can make the choices, and rely on ourselves instead of outside circumstance. I just don't choose to believe something outside of me is the answer to how I am going to feel, and how my life is going to end up. I've never believed in god, and I have always been a happy person, people enjoy my company... because I am mellow, I have a great heart, really care about people... and always give it my all. Believe what you want, god, no god. Doesnt make a difference. Saying we have nothing inside though? thats a rediculous statement to me. Weither I do or not, you and I are still connected through the everflowing energy. You are no different then me when it comes to the core, even though you and I are on other spectrums in different places, feeling different things. Oh and since when is an atheist someone who believes only in things perceived by the eye? I've never heard that before. Out of curiousity. I still can tap into clairaudience, clairvoyance, telekinesis, and shape my reality to how I decide to see it. It gets deeper then that, but thats a whole nother topic for another time.
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