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Aug 21, 2009 13:53:07 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Aug 21, 2009 13:53:07 GMT -4
Hello, Had a lot to do in the last months and didnt visit this forum ... found an interesting AP book by emil stejnar (unfortunately at the moment only available in german) he is in the tradition of franz bardon and wrote amazing books, one is about APs, he gives similar techniques than sapphire, amazing things happened in the last few months, I finally left the rosicrucian order / TMO as it didnt fit my spirituality any more, give lots of yoga lessons and maybe I am able to buy me into a property on bali and give my courses there ..... I found out that "being awake" is the point, not only to get conscious in dream state / AP state but also in "real" life .... try the following - esp those of you who had lucid dreams or APs. ... whatever you are doing stop..... watch, listen, concentrate on the "big now" .... dont fall into trance, not even meditation state ..... be awake! you will find out if you experiment - one day the state of conscious will change like in a lucid dream!!!! One day it was like my heartbeat stopped, my breath stopped! I still panic sometimes if this happens because I have the program - i ll die .... its like being able to look through maya ..... I can be everywhere without any practise ... I can change reality even more easy (mentioned that in earlier postings) in this state of consciousness its like you can change the movie while watching it ...... serapis
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AP ´s
Aug 21, 2009 13:56:57 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Aug 21, 2009 13:56:57 GMT -4
PS: similar to the practise of the big now of franz bardon?! I donno .... even rosicrucians dont have this exercise ....
in india one day I was sitting in the shadow of a fishermens boar as my kriya yoga master appeared and mentioned a point of true stability within me, not a chakra but my true being ..... it was a bit like this state of being fully awake in physical life ..... just that this state of consciousness - one day I was able to get it without any practise, without breathing, withot yoga ..... just like awake from a dream and getting lucid .....
I guess there is some kind of consciousness even behind this experience ..... hmmmm what comes next ......
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AP ´s
Aug 21, 2009 17:40:49 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Aug 21, 2009 17:40:49 GMT -4
Hello, Had a lot to do in the last months and didnt visit this forum ... found an interesting AP book by emil stejnar (unfortunately at the moment only available in german) he is in the tradition of franz bardon and wrote amazing books, one is about APs, he gives similar techniques than sapphire, amazing things happened in the last few months, I finally left the rosicrucian order / TMO as it didnt fit my spirituality any more, give lots of yoga lessons and maybe I am able to buy me into a property on bali and give my courses there ..... I found out that "being awake" is the point, not only to get conscious in dream state / AP state but also in "real" life .... try the following - esp those of you who had lucid dreams or APs. ... whatever you are doing stop..... watch, listen, concentrate on the "big now" .... dont fall into trance, not even meditation state ..... be awake! you will find out if you experiment - one day the state of conscious will change like in a lucid dream!!!! One day it was like my heartbeat stopped, my breath stopped! I still panic sometimes if this happens because I have the program - i ll die .... its like being able to look through maya ..... I can be everywhere without any practise ... I can change reality even more easy (mentioned that in earlier postings) in this state of consciousness its like you can change the movie while watching it ...... serapis I agree - Trying to stay awake is pretty cool and effective. but unfortunately, unless you have the focus it is not that easy... At least in my experience
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AP ´s
Aug 21, 2009 18:50:48 GMT -4
Post by Sapphire on Aug 21, 2009 18:50:48 GMT -4
Hello, Had a lot to do in the last months and didnt visit this forum ... found an interesting AP book by emil stejnar (unfortunately at the moment only available in german) he is in the tradition of franz bardon and wrote amazing books, one is about APs, he gives similar techniques than sapphire, amazing things happened in the last few months, I finally left the rosicrucian order / TMO as it didnt fit my spirituality any more, give lots of yoga lessons and maybe I am able to buy me into a property on bali and give my courses there ..... I found out that "being awake" is the point, not only to get conscious in dream state / AP state but also in "real" life .... try the following - esp those of you who had lucid dreams or APs. ... whatever you are doing stop..... watch, listen, concentrate on the "big now" .... dont fall into trance, not even meditation state ..... be awake! you will find out if you experiment - one day the state of conscious will change like in a lucid dream!!!! One day it was like my heartbeat stopped, my breath stopped! I still panic sometimes if this happens because I have the program - i ll die .... its like being able to look through maya ..... I can be everywhere without any practise ... I can change reality even more easy (mentioned that in earlier postings) in this state of consciousness its like you can change the movie while watching it ...... serapis Hi Serapis, Nice to see you again, how is everything?
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AP ´s
Sept 24, 2009 17:25:21 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Sept 24, 2009 17:25:21 GMT -4
sorry again for the delay
lots of changes, might go to australia, even think of spending some time in Egypt and buying a little flat... will try to be online a bit more,
doing ashtanga yoga, meditation and magic hehe ... some APs and interesting phenomenons ...
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AP ´s
Sept 24, 2009 17:29:09 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Sept 24, 2009 17:29:09 GMT -4
awake;
you might experience a change in your consciousness if you are successfull being "awake" like the blood would boil, heart stands still, like if u go one step further ur cells and atoms would dissolve....
being everywhere and ur personal cosmos ends...
seems as if one could stop being in creation by will
like in a lucid dream... u can stop it once u are lucid....
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Sept 24, 2009 19:44:31 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Sept 24, 2009 19:44:31 GMT -4
sorry again for the delay lots of changes, might go to australia, even think of spending some time in Egypt and buying a little flat... will try to be online a bit more, doing ashtanga yoga, meditation and magic hehe ... some APs and interesting phenomenons ... sounds cool... i'm not familiar with ashtanga yoga... what does it deal with ?
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AP ´s
Sept 24, 2009 20:33:27 GMT -4
Post by king arthur on Sept 24, 2009 20:33:27 GMT -4
sorry again for the delay lots of changes, might go to australia, even think of spending some time in Egypt and buying a little flat... will try to be online a bit more, doing ashtanga yoga, meditation and magic hehe ... some APs and interesting phenomenons ... How've you been? We miss you.
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AP ´s
Sept 26, 2009 5:19:33 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Sept 26, 2009 5:19:33 GMT -4
my brain is already burning hehe... I am organising trip to philipines and after to australia, want to buy a flat / house in tropical surrounding and maybe even teach yoga there
ashtanga is a very physical yoga, just try YouTube .... keyword ashtanga yoga ....
I worked 4 months just on my new plans, what do I really want, dealed with my fears e.g.
now plan is ready .... puh exausting ... on astral everything is there within no time hehe....
also found out a new akasha "big now" consciousness, it's scary because it seems it could be possible to die by will .... and leave body fully conscious, maybe even dissolve body... not sure about that but it feels like I could even teleport body with this consciousness....
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Sept 26, 2009 23:08:59 GMT -4
Post by Sapphire on Sept 26, 2009 23:08:59 GMT -4
my brain is already burning hehe... I am organising trip to philipines and after to australia, want to buy a flat / house in tropical surrounding and maybe even teach yoga there ashtanga is a very physical yoga, just try YouTube .... keyword ashtanga yoga .... I worked 4 months just on my new plans, what do I really want, dealed with my fears e.g. now plan is ready .... puh exausting ... on astral everything is there within no time hehe.... also found out a new akasha "big now" consciousness, it's scary because it seems it could be possible to die by will .... and leave body fully conscious, maybe even dissolve body... not sure about that but it feels like I could even teleport body with this consciousness.... You really have a very busy life.
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Oct 3, 2009 12:08:50 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Oct 3, 2009 12:08:50 GMT -4
yep hehe .... but change is necessary, seems as if I am into a 5-6 years chance at the moment, get lots of new powers and its not easy to deal with that, one tends to get stuck in old habits and dont use our new abilities ... i was always dreaming of living in tropical surroundings .... man in austria I pay about 30.000$ (25.000€) just for nothing ..... on philippines I can live 7 years from that money ....house 5 meters away from ocean costs 20.000$ .... in austria I wouldnt even get a ratwhole for that price ..... people buy houses for 600.000$ and then pay rest of life mponey to bank ...... better to live on philippines and be free from debth! esp in todays world .....
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Oct 3, 2009 20:52:47 GMT -4
Post by Sapphire on Oct 3, 2009 20:52:47 GMT -4
yep hehe .... but change is necessary, seems as if I am into a 5-6 years chance at the moment, get lots of new powers and its not easy to deal with that, one tends to get stuck in old habits and dont use our new abilities ... i was always dreaming of living in tropical surroundings .... man in austria I pay about 30.000$ (25.000€) just for nothing ..... on philippines I can live 7 years from that money ....house 5 meters away from ocean costs 20.000$ .... in austria I wouldnt even get a ratwhole for that price ..... people buy houses for 600.000$ and then pay rest of life mponey to bank ...... better to live on philippines and be free from debth! esp in todays world ..... You cannot compare apple to apple, some are just bad apples, some are good apples, Philippines is certainly a good apple.
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Oct 4, 2009 17:35:30 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Oct 4, 2009 17:35:30 GMT -4
yep hehe .... but change is necessary, seems as if I am into a 5-6 years chance at the moment, get lots of new powers and its not easy to deal with that, one tends to get stuck in old habits and dont use our new abilities ... i was always dreaming of living in tropical surroundings .... man in austria I pay about 30.000$ (25.000€) just for nothing ..... on philippines I can live 7 years from that money ....house 5 meters away from ocean costs 20.000$ .... in austria I wouldnt even get a ratwhole for that price ..... people buy houses for 600.000$ and then pay rest of life mponey to bank ...... better to live on philippines and be free from debth! esp in todays world ..... yup i have a friend from Manila and he tells me the same thing - it is not expensive to live there... but be very careful - as you can see in the news many problems for the Philippines this few days with Two Big Typhoons rampaging all over the place.
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AP ´s
Oct 10, 2009 14:56:11 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Oct 10, 2009 14:56:11 GMT -4
yes I know .... but on cebu not many taifunes .... also no tsunamis because of surrounding ilands ..... had many ideas, for example in austria there´s a guy building jurt - houses, like mongolian tents but stable and last for more than 70 years .... also heating no problem jurten.heim.at/idea: build a jurt for (4000 !!!!) and you have up to 150 m2 living space .... you can build them on the property of a friend or buy cheap properties where you are not allowed to build a normal house ... so instead of paying interest you have a house for less than 10.000 dollars including property ..... u can safe all the money and invest in property, stocks or just safe the money for anything else .... so you live like a red indian hehe ..... on 150 m2 .... very comfortable abd you always have money .... even no tax for house because officially u live in a tent .... or buy a house on philippines .... no tax for aliens and with 400$ you can live there easily ... or hungary: a full house with 200 m2 and 20.000 m2 propery for less than 10.000 dollar!!!!! hungary is safe too, no catastrophes, no terror, not much crime! 30k s away from vienna .... friend of mine bought an expensive house 10 years ago -like most people, till today he lives a poor life because he works all day and cant even afford a coffee .... like the book "rich dad - poor dad" .... house on philippines as asset, not liability .... they rent it out while I am not there, I get up to 800$ a month out of it, prices go up for house, and while I am living there I safe money because its cheap there .. hehe ..... in south africa rich guys live in joburg like hell ... and work day by day to afford their nice beach house next to durban or capetown ... I lived in such a house because ..... people are afraid of burglaries ... I had the full house for less than 200$ a month ..... so I lived there 50 weeks a year ..rich guy 2 weeks .... so who is rich ..... I had the house .... car ..... drive a beach buggy, its fun and u get one for 700$ ..... the only thing what is limited is your lifetime .....why waste it by working 60 housr a week to pay your debth ..... man whole europe is in debth .... america is in debth ... all third world countries are in debth ..... free your mind from money hehe .....
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Oct 10, 2009 15:04:45 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Oct 10, 2009 15:04:45 GMT -4
last weeks I had always the perception that I am not only in my body .... during the normal awake consciousness I feel thoughts of other people ...
had some APs ... but not very spectacular ....seems that at the moment I cant remember Aps very often when I wake up
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