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Dec 20, 2009 19:45:24 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Dec 20, 2009 19:45:24 GMT -4
I was feeling the sand between my toes, sun on my skin, hearing the waves of the ocean, every detail of the - I am honest - very beautfiful naked woman .... hehe .... u may already know - she didnt say no and I visualised every dirty detail of having perfect sex with her ...;-) it was so real that i got scared because I was feeling I was about to produce a very sexy elemental!!!!! it began to be like a seperate and fully conscious being in astral!!! strange feeling directly after the exercise like in the movie matrix when the agents changed something ..... next day a wonderfull girl in yogacenter talked to me, drove me home, we really liked each other...... next days suddenly dozens of girls had a totally different behaviour, even my female yoga students wanted to have breakfast with me ....it was like over night I changed ito the object of desire of almost every woman???!!! Suddenly I got compliments I never heared in my whole life .... astral: for example I got lucid in astral, i was skiing down a hill. .... there was a station going downwards ...... I entered the ski lift ....it went down cliffy - it was like an initiation, somebody asked me for a few creditcard like tools ...I didnt have the right one ..... somebody said there is a cheater who doesnt have the right one ..... but they let me through .... at this point I was in between lucid and dreaming .... it continued and the I went further down like passing different astral spheres on my way to earth ...... was totally realistic and lasted for subjective 1-2 hours!!!! I am totally convinced that this "ski lift" in astral exists as some kind of "brige" beteen the gates ... and by subconsciousness made some kind of ski lift out of it ... happens very often that while I wake up my memory of an astral experience changes into some kine of memory of a lucid dream .... sometimes I realise it and get back to the real memory, sometimes I feel there is another kind of memory but i dont get it any more, just the dream memory .... it seems I produced spomething like an astral doorway, with the side effect of changing my physical reality like I could change m movie while watching it .... like a MMORG online game ... just scary because it also works with money, weather, women, house, holiday, everything in physical world!! U play god, U play being the producer of your own movie ...... but also unpleasant side effects sometimes ....I slowly begin to understand how magick works hehe .... it doesnt matter if you visualise a pencil, a book or a very beautiful woman ..... in astral it becomes an elemental, sometimes it dissapears soon, but if you visualise every single detail AND give your FULL emotional power into the visualisation it becomes like an astral entity! when I was a child sometimes I visualised a big big black puma with green evil eyes wich protected me ..... when other pupils gave me a hard time they saw it in their dreams, it bite them and chased them, one of them ran out of the room thinking a big dog is in the room, he felt the breath of a big dark animal .... just that today I begin to fully understand how it works..... also its hard for me to be a "gooooooooood" person in the way I always "help" .... seems as if I would be some kind of grey wizzard .... even my last 3 girlfriends sometimes where scared in their dremas because I looked totally different like a very big in between of angel, , siva, demon and wizzard .... one said I told her in her dream: the one who can turn into snake god sees his face in the shadow .....I was teaching her how to kill demons in her dreams ... and truned into some kind of siva / snakegod or whatever .... this year I had, while being in an indian ashram - the AP that I was totally allmighty - had wings and killed demons with blue light coming out of my mouth (OM chant) and hands .... If the earth does end 2012, remember to help to save the earth souls. ;D cool ... u know I envy u - cause u have a lot of abilities that u keep from before.
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AP ´s
Dec 21, 2009 2:28:40 GMT -4
Post by mossy on Dec 21, 2009 2:28:40 GMT -4
just scary because it also works with money, weather, women, house, holiday, everything in physical world!! U play god, U play being the producer of your own movie ...... but also unpleasant side effects sometimes ....I slowly begin to understand how magick works hehe .... it doesnt matter if you visualise a pencil, a book or a very beautiful woman ..... in astral it becomes an elemental, sometimes it dissapears soon, but if you visualise every single detail AND give your FULL emotional power into the visualisation it becomes like an astral entity! .[/quote] This is so interesting you write this serapis. i know from only slight personal experience, but mainly from things that i have read. my understanding is that your INTENT(visualization) followed by your FULL emotional power cause the manifestation into the pysical. i have always been a litlle skeptical but with your post it just confirms that which i was pretty certain on anyways thanks the things i have read emphisize emotions as an exteremly powerfull force which u can harness ;D a question though, when you harness your emotions do you use past experiences to recreate the emotion that you then use for you visualization? much like actors do for emotional scenes?
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AP ´s
Dec 21, 2009 19:56:24 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Dec 21, 2009 19:56:24 GMT -4
it feels like:
some years ago it didnt work, maybe because my chakras have been blocked, like white light which goes through a series of coloured glass plates until there´s not much light (power) left ...
so if your vibration is agrressive / red: you see your surroundings in red, everybody reflects your own agression back to you and you dont know why everybody hates you .....
also all others see you projecting red /agression onto them ...
so even if I visualise strongly everybody sees whatever I do as agression!!! whatever U do, work, magic, even yoga .... even your yoga will look agressive! know some men, they come into yoga shala and sweat like hell, breathe like a bull and it looks like they rape themselfes .....
this is the secret of the teachings of jesus .... even love ur enemies ..... without trust and love ur magical powers will destroy urself! the more energy the more negative effect! everybody who tries magick knows these little side effects ...... u visualise a BMW car .... and instead of winning in lottery a BMW rolls over you
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today (this year) after returning from india - i was thinking i d like to see philippines and australia .... took me a few weeks to book flights and on 27th of december I ll be on phillipines, after about 1 month 2 months in australia will follow, also I got 1 year visa so I might stay for a year if I like ....
also I began to write my first book .....
its like my energy is not blocked any more. ...
if I make nothing but a little visualisation experiment the conesequences are massive!
this is the problem with the book "the secret" .... they tell you that it works to visualise and recieve .... but in fact its much more complicated:
if you want money but at the same time you are scared to have money one part of you atrracts money, the other rejects it ..... and you will feel like between 2 horses which run in the opposite directioN!!!!!!
same with astral: you want to experience astral world,a t the same time you dont believe or are scared ..... nothing will happen ...
so many people try to be actor or writer, they study 10 years, then they try to learn from somebody blabla ....
others just say: from today on i am a writer / rockstar / actor ...... if they are talented enough and take every change sooner or later reality will follow .....
in vienna so many people explain you why all your plans wont work! all are negative, like swimming in crap! (sorry for my words) .....
but there´s a point where it doesnt matter any more, u visualise something, and with a little emotion it will work ....
what was new to me that through a strong visualisation I change astral and physical world within no time, seems as if you visualise perfectly in the right way even in physical world you have same power as in astral ! (remember end of matrix 1?)
there is one stage of consciousness / sphere (akasha in hindu? ....causal sphere in theosophical society ...? ) when U send a visualisation into it realisation will follow immediately;
but also negative effect: once u are scared U ll block urself in the same way!
so one way: build elemental,s trong visualisation with strong emotions will create it, in the beginning it will last a few hours, later it may get an independent consciousness and might get very strong so that it will affect u)
other way: "shoot" the cause into akasha ....(franz bardon calls it a volt) and realise .....
3rd way: kabbalistic formula which realises in 4 spheres .... one letter in akasha, one in mental, one in astral and one in physical
JHVH formula ..... one letter for each of the 4 kabbalistic worlds .... (you have to push in the same direction in each of the 4 worlds! ... your mind, your emotions AND your physical system have to push in the same direction, also your higher self / causal body)
4th way: self realised master .... just want it without any technique ....
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AP ´s
Dec 21, 2009 20:24:22 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Dec 21, 2009 20:24:22 GMT -4
it feels like: some years ago it didnt work, maybe because my chakras have been blocked, like white light which goes through a series of coloured glass plates until there´s not much light (power) left ... so if your vibration is agrressive / red: you see your surroundings in red, everybody reflects your own agression back to you and you dont know why everybody hates you ..... also all others see you projecting red /agression onto them ... so even if I visualise strongly everybody sees whatever I do as agression!!! whatever U do, work, magic, even yoga .... even your yoga will look agressive! know some men, they come into yoga shala and sweat like hell, breathe like a bull and it looks like they rape themselfes ..... this is the secret of the teachings of jesus .... even love ur enemies ..... without trust and love ur magical powers will destroy urself! the more energy the more negative effect! everybody who tries magick knows these little side effects ...... u visualise a BMW car .... and instead of winning in lottery a BMW rolls over you _____ today (this year) after returning from india - i was thinking i d like to see philippines and australia .... took me a few weeks to book flights and on 27th of december I ll be on phillipines, after about 1 month 2 months in australia will follow, also I got 1 year visa so I might stay for a year if I like .... also I began to write my first book ..... its like my energy is not blocked any more. ... if I make nothing but a little visualisation experiment the conesequences are massive! this is the problem with the book "the secret" .... they tell you that it works to visualise and recieve .... but in fact its much more complicated: if you want money but at the same time you are scared to have money one part of you atrracts money, the other rejects it ..... and you will feel like between 2 horses which run in the opposite directioN!!!!!! same with astral: you want to experience astral world,a t the same time you dont believe or are scared ..... nothing will happen ... so many people try to be actor or writer, they study 10 years, then they try to learn from somebody blabla .... others just say: from today on i am a writer / rockstar / actor ...... if they are talented enough and take every change sooner or later reality will follow ..... in vienna so many people explain you why all your plans wont work! all are negative, like swimming in crap! (sorry for my words) ..... but there´s a point where it doesnt matter any more, u visualise something, and with a little emotion it will work .... what was new to me that through a strong visualisation I change astral and physical world within no time, seems as if you visualise perfectly in the right way even in physical world you have same power as in astral ! (remember end of matrix 1?) there is one stage of consciousness / sphere (akasha in hindu? ....causal sphere in theosophical society ...? ) when U send a visualisation into it realisation will follow immediately; but also negative effect: once u are scared U ll block urself in the same way! so one way: build elemental,s trong visualisation with strong emotions will create it, in the beginning it will last a few hours, later it may get an independent consciousness and might get very strong so that it will affect u) other way: "shoot" the cause into akasha ....(franz bardon calls it a volt) and realise ..... 3rd way: kabbalistic formula which realises in 4 spheres .... one letter in akasha, one in mental, one in astral and one in physical JHVH formula ..... one letter for each of the 4 kabbalistic worlds .... (you have to push in the same direction in each of the 4 worlds! ... your mind, your emotions AND your physical system have to push in the same direction, also your higher self / causal body) 4th way: self realised master .... just want it without any technique .... nice explanation... matrix does really explain it - LoL i like this 4th way ;D.. what kind of a book are u writing about ?
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AP ´s
Dec 22, 2009 5:58:23 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Dec 22, 2009 5:58:23 GMT -4
an occult novel .... _______ well its the mind ..... an example: people in my yoga lesson tell me "I dont have time to practise or meditate" .... but they do have time to watch TV 6 hours a day, they have time to sit with their friends and have 10 beer 3 times a week, they have time to smoke cigarettes or cannabis AND are finished on the next day, they have time for everything but meditation .... I experienced same situation as osho writes in one of his books: my best friend asked me to teach meditation, he said its a thing of life and death, he cant continue like last years .... come and join me at 5 in the morning for meditation OHHHHH NO I CANT GET UP at 5555 !!!!!!!! so its a thing of life and death, but he doesnt want to get up at 5 ? but exactly this is the way to get control over mind, to get up at 5 (well sometimes doing pranayama I get up at 4 hehe) meditate, do yoga ..... they just want to talk! they just want to impress U (oh my god its very critical, look at me ....) they want to talktalkttalk blablabla ..... maybe sit down, close eyes. wait 5 seconds .... ok meditation doesnt work .... my friend wasnt even able to put off the TV while triying meditation!!!! at 4 pm, after sleeping till 3 pm .... he was very tired .... ok I ll try meditation ..... the TV was running ..... he sat down .... closed eyes .... and didnt stop talking ....it doesnt work ..... i cant see anything .... nothing happens ...... oh my favorite TV series I ll try tommorow .... its a thing of life and death .... yaya ..... same with visualisation: people visualise like hell as being told in books like the secret ..... but after that they dont do anything, also their emotions, their behavior, works agains visualisation .... they talk to other people - oh my god I am poor, I dont have friends, I dont have ... blabla ..... only 5 hours after visualisation they complain verbal diary hehe ..... they cack out of their mouths .... we doubt everybody, every guru, every philosopher, every scientist ..... is he wrong? but we dont doubt our own mind which brought us in the current situation! its everybodies else fault, tax, government, neighbours, foreigners .... but its not our owns fault .... we have to doubt our own mind first, because this is the cause for everything in our life; we are scared, our mind tells us "dont change anything" .... its dangerous .... I know people who hate me for travellling! they say I am stupid because the plane could crash, I could die while swiming in the sea, a shark could come, I could get robbed ..... but we all will die, most people die in bed, so should I stay out of bed just to make sure I dont die??? are you all sure that U know that you WILL die? and do you live like somebody who knows that .....
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Dec 22, 2009 8:24:12 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Dec 22, 2009 8:24:12 GMT -4
another example:
we are stressed because we have to go to work, catch the train, get the airoplane ....
think about this:
is a train, a car, a plane - reality?
hmmmm u can touch it, it takes u around the globe / u can drive in it. .....
but if u go back in time it was ..... a dream! ..... it is an astral creation, made by some humans .....
is time reality? is today - tuesday? what kind of reality is "tuesday" ..... but what happens to you if you dont come to work on "tuesday" ....
is the house in which u live reality? .....
its the same with everything on this planet .... not only human made objects ....
just imagine a universe withut anythin in it .... is there time and space? no, time and space are only .... consciousness of moving objects, relations to each other .....
no objects, planets eg ..., no time and space ....
if u are married, what was the beginning of this reality .... U had a dream of finding somebody (or just of haveing sex hehe ...) its NOT the physical desire, its an abstract (kausal) idea which was transformed into a concrete thought and "filled" with emotions ...... only then it gets a physical reality ....
4 kabbalistic worlds -
abstract archetypical
konkrete thoughts
emotions / desires
physical "reality" ....
fire, air, water and earth .....
the one who controls everything ..... magus ...... quinta essentia ......5th element .... harmonium ...
JHSVH .... jeheshuah .... (or jesus)
JHVH ..... creation, 4 elements, god, jehova
JHSVH ..... jesus ...... self realised human within creation ..... jesus "THE" christ .....
the one within christ consciousness .... its a title, NOT only a SINGLE individuum 2000 years ago
if u read bible in arameic or hebrew U ll understand that god and jesus is the same
atman and brahman in hindu (individual highest self and cosmic highest self is same in self realised human, meaning ...... allmightyness ...
the one who understands that "he" or "she" is not the body, not the emotions, not the thoughts, not male or femals, not human, not matter .... becomes ATMAN .....
OONNEE ....... OOOMMMMMM
and realises that atman and brahman (jesus, his own highest consciousness) and brahman is the same, it is OONNEE ....
if ev. is one .... no time and space
nirvikalpa samadhi ....
how do you reach it .....
just watch ur breath ..... SO .... HUM .....
breath in ..... breath out .....
no thinking!!!! just breathing ...... thats all what buddha needed to get buddhaship ....... breathing!!!
its that simple!
and out of sO huM ........ will get ..... ooommmmmmm
as long as you "do" something u are within illusion ....
as long as you do a method ...... U cant get out illusion ....
if u watch breath .... one day it will stop .... breathless state ..... nirvikalpa samadhi .....
in tomas evangelium he writes .....the one who reaches balance between breathing in and breathing out gets the mysterium of life ....
jesus knew, thomas knew, buddha knew, buddhusts all hindu yogis still know ...
just christs, moslems and jews battle because they dont understand that they all believe the same illusion and that they turned the teachings of being free into dogmatic religion ....
religion as these 3 teach - is the way the stay in illusion, to shut up, go to work for the rest of your life, pay tax and die unrealised .....
this is why kings love religion, they make u devote to money and titles ....and you forget who u are .....
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Dec 22, 2009 18:57:52 GMT -4
Post by Sapphire on Dec 22, 2009 18:57:52 GMT -4
I agreed with you on this one, whenever we will die, we will die. I don't worry about the death.
Once you know astral projection, you can easily leave your human body.
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AP ´s
Dec 23, 2009 18:14:20 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Dec 23, 2009 18:14:20 GMT -4
an occult novel .... we are scared, our mind tells us "dont change anything" .... its dangerous .... are you all sure that U know that you WILL die? and do you live like somebody who knows that ..... everything u write is very true. i think ur book will be a great success but will tell u a secret ... if u ask a person on the street " do u know u will die soon?" his answer will be " yes one day for sure " - and he goes on to live his life the way he did before. BUT from personal experience when a person sees Death and Destruction and Stupid wars - he realizes he will most probably die sooner than everybody else -> Ergo he starts living Like he knows that... Look at Surgeons, Soldiers etc ... Soldiers for one will never tell u " i can't wake up at 5 " not only that they would but they will push u to the limit.. and i think most people never ever have a chance to sit down and just think things through. they keep jumping from one problem to another and hope somebody else is helping them from the other side. when u see death coming u start thinking the alternate way - the way u never thought about.
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Dec 26, 2009 6:23:31 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Dec 26, 2009 6:23:31 GMT -4
happy new year to everybody! will be on philippines and australia next 3-4 months so I cant post
yep I have red many stories and diaries of soldiers in second world war, also in countries like india, botswana or zambia people are down to earth and they see dead people almost every day..... people in civilized world sometimes dont see trees, sky and rivers for many months ........
they are busy solving problems like facelifting, enlarging boobs ... what to wear on friday evening ... who with whom ... and other nonsense ... men turn into little fluffies and look like poodles trying to impress other poodles ....
if u leave city and live in forests for many months U ll learn to see world as it is .... and U learn how small U are .....
some years ago I did a 5000k safari through southern africa ..... its really scary to sleep next to elephants, lions, springbocks and crocks ....even in austrian mountains U see eagles fly, feel the wind and the energy of the rocks ....
I dont want to mutate into a fluffie poodle just to impress city chicks ....
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Dec 26, 2009 7:01:22 GMT -4
Post by serapis on Dec 26, 2009 7:01:22 GMT -4
the hamster says .....nonono .. angels dont exist, I am a very important hamster and I have run all my life in this bigbig weel .... and I never saw an angel ...
the frog agrees ..... nonono angels dont exist because I lived a long long life in this whole and i never saw an angel ....
the poodle doesnt talk at all as he is busy with his fluffy hair ....am I the most beautiful poodle???
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Dec 26, 2009 20:33:41 GMT -4
Post by Sapphire on Dec 26, 2009 20:33:41 GMT -4
the hamster says .....nonono .. angels dont exist, I am a very important hamster and I have run all my life in this bigbig weel .... and I never saw an angel ... the frog agrees ..... nonono angels dont exist because I lived a long long life in this whole and i never saw an angel .... the poodle doesnt talk at all as he is busy with his fluffy hair ....am I the most beautiful poodle??? Yes, you are the most impressive poodle who has traveled the entire world. I am very envy of your lifestyle. I always want a lifestyle I cannot get.
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Dec 27, 2009 19:25:13 GMT -4
Post by Adzi on Dec 27, 2009 19:25:13 GMT -4
the hamster says .....nonono .. angels dont exist, I am a very important hamster and I have run all my life in this bigbig weel .... and I never saw an angel ... the frog agrees ..... nonono angels dont exist because I lived a long long life in this whole and i never saw an angel .... the poodle doesnt talk at all as he is busy with his fluffy hair ....am I the most beautiful poodle??? Yes, you are the most impressive poodle who has traveled the entire world. I am very envy of your lifestyle. I always want a lifestyle I cannot get. i love the poodles kind. always worried about: armani, gucci or hugo boss clothes. LOL ! daily creams, night creams you can just watch and be amazed - like a Fashion TV movie the ones that excel in it need a special title: The Royal Poodles
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